Cold nostalgia chills me to the bone.

2011-10-28T17:07:00.001+08:00

CAN YOU PLEASE HELP ME? :) LIKE THE DAMANSARA METRO PAGE FIRST THEN THESE TWO,

https://www.facebook.com/photo.php?fbid=312645812084188&set=a.300548916627211.96406.232437086771728&type=1&theater

AND,

https://www.facebook.com/photo.php?fbid=312570448758391&set=a.309483912400378.98578.232437086771728&type=1&theater

THANKS! ♥

spread the word too! :D

Creating false problems and foreseeing the future saying, 'see! I told you so! Next time just dont let her' lol sigh

2011-08-25T22:50:00.005+08:00

SAD TO SAY, THIS IS WHAT'S HAPPENING.

2011-07-11T18:42:00.003+08:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vCetbFLceFI&feature=share
THE TRUTH. WATCH.

BERSIH 2.0

2011-07-09T20:40:00.005+08:00

Today, a rally demanding for clean and fair elections was held. Not just in Malaysia by ALL races but also by Malaysians overseas.
Its rather sad that we have to witness this unfair treatment to everyone involved in bersih.
Firstly, when we voters step out there and cast our votes, obviously we hope that the party we vote for wins but when the results come out less than satisfactory, it has come to a point where we start to question the results and how it came about. So question is, WHY IS THE GOVERNMENT AGAINST THIS? Are they afraid that we find out what they have been doing?
There's so much injustice around us. People getting condemned about going against the government when a simple act of expressing their opinions publicly is made. Sometimes, people do say that your opinions, you keep to yourself but sometimes, people do need a voice. Someone with.. for lack of better words, balls.
When i look at it, i cant help but be amazed at the fact that for once, we step out as MALAYSIANS regardless of race or religion. For once, we've become united as one voice to support what we believe in. JUSTICE.
Permission was granted to gather at stadium merdeka for a clean non-violent demonstration but was soon pulled back when certain authorities decided that it was going to be out of control. Well, out of control? Maybe the noise and enthusiasm. But violent? I doubt so.
I guess, people nowadays are beginning to stand up for what they believe in so, kudos to you ambiga for standing firm on your beliefs and voicing out your opinion.
For fear that 'traffic was going to be bad and businesses were going to be disrupted', local authorities decided that they were to make bersih illegal BUT thing is, with the withdrawal of permission to have it at a certain location, bersih now would be held well.. everwhere and anywhere people decide it to be. How much more controlled could it be? Not only that, didnt they make it worse for businesses by closing the roads as now, there is no way one can get there?
Tear gas and water sprays had to be used to dessipate the PEACEFUL crowd.
When asked again, permission was granted by our agong and.. apparently our pm. So.. why is it still illegal? Apparently its because our local authorities said so. Makes it sound as if lower authority's decision can overwrite our pm's? Perhaps.
Not only that, its sad to know that on local news, all they can do is condemn this rally. They chose to interview only a handful of irritated people rather than hearing people who agree's opinions on this. WHY? It seems rather childish doesnt it? When they depict the roads and the rubbish left around rally sites i feel that it is rather foolish of them doing so. Think about it, our country barely has enough rubbish bins on the streets, you see loan shark posters and telephone numbers stuck everywhere and yet, NOTHING IS BEING DONE. Trust me, this isnt the worse malaysia can get. How clean are the streets when we celebrate merdeka? THINK ABOUT IT. This rubbish is NOTHING compared to the amount left behind after merdeka parades. And traffic jams? Its probably the same when they decide to close the roads for 'marching practices' and parades.

Its sad to hear that this beautiful country full of resources is labelled 'corrupted'. Google's number one search of malaysia is that.
Its sad that when i go overseas and am asked where i am from, no one knows where we are until we say, 'that country above singapore'. A small tiny island is more well knowned than us.

Its sad that injustice rules our country.
Its sad that we're treated unfairly because of our religion. After all, i am, malaysian
Its sad how people tend to think and look down on successful malays and say that they are that way only because they received help.
Its sad that... Many from my generation cant wait to leave.

What will happen in years to come? No one knows but one thing's for sure, if we dont want our country to slowly die, we must pray and pray a lot.

Bersih? For it? Against it? YOU DECIDE.
Just know that dear *, my generation will be the next generation that will be voting and now, we think for ourselves and in no way can we be bought.

I AM MALAYSIAN and I WANT A CLEAN COUNTRY. CLEAN BOTH POLITICALLY AND PHYSICALLY.

Principles. Yeh, totally. TIMES CHANGE DUDE.

2010-10-09T12:11:00.002+08:00

Currently pissed. YOU HAVE NO IDEA.

Okay, so you want me to be totally honest with you? Mmmm k. How is it possible to when you dont understand me? IMPOSSIBLE. You dont see it from my point of view. How old am i? Yeah. k wtv lahh. Couldnt be bothered anymore. And you say im so rebellious. Am i? Sometimes its cos of you i am. K WTV. I still love you though. BUT I JUST DISLIKE CERTAIN PARTS OF YOU. URGH.

@#$%^&*!!!

I WONT BE LIKE YOU

Life!

2010-07-07T18:04:00.004+08:00

Friendship, Trust;
In every friendship to work, there must be trust.

Turn to anyone you know, a school teacher, a lawyer, a judge, even a nun, and ask them this, ‘have you ever been backstabbed before?’ an immediate response would be yes.
But when you ask a question quite on the contrary, ‘have you backstabbed anyone before?’ then those who responded as quick as lightning to the question previously asked would tend to think a while and pause before they answer.
WHY IS THAT SO? Is it not common that we too are hypocritical. Or are we all in self-denial denying the very fact that we’ve felt hurt and disappointment someone at one point or another in our lives therefore ignoring the pain we inflict on others just to gain more self worth and comfort?
Who measures self worth anyway?
Is your self worth any higher than that of those who have backstabbed you if you do the same?
So stop being a hypocrite and think before you act.
Real friends are hard to find so appreciate those you have now for one slip can cause you one less person to share memories with, one less person to hear your rants and complains, one less person to comfort you when youre down, one less person to tell you that its gonna be okay even during the harshest storms, one less person to wish you well in life and the list goes on.

Trust, we all have trusted someone and felt the let down before.

But before we get all 'OHMYGOD, how could you?!' on that person, reflect on your own personality, have you let down anyone before?
Once trust Is breached, you have to work for it back. Yet many choose to just ignore the fact that theyve misused someone’s trust and carry on with their daily routine. It may take a simple ‘im sorry’ to fix things or maybe even as drastic as ‘you will be my slave for __ days. Then only ill forgive you’ all for the sake of fixing something even money cant buy, something that may even take years to regain, but yet, why don’t we ever own up to our mistakes before a confrontation even happens? Or why don’t we all just shut our mouths and not say anything to avoid trust issues? I guess we’re only human.
We tend to blame those who spilled out secrets, spread gossips but really, we brought it on to ourselves. Why would or rather should we tell someone our deepest darkest secrets if it wasn’t meant to be shared. After all, your secrets are the safest with you. Secrets and gossips only go as far as the recipient receives it but the image of the person spoken about, tarnished forever.
A secret isn’t a secret if everyone knows about it, a gossip only gets juicier when more oil is added to the already blazing flame and stories get twisted with our lack of communication and proper conveying of the message. All for what? Popularity? This life isn’t like gossip girl. THIS IS REALITY.
We ourselves listen to gossips although we know not of the whole story. So why are we all being so hypocritical by condemning those who spread rumours when we ourselves believe in them and do nothing to stop it?
I admit, I am a hypocrite at times but at this point in my life, I choose NOT to trust anyone except those I know, know like the back of my hand. I choose to listen but not react, I choose to ignore even the most hurtful statements, I choose to put my feet in their shoes for a moment and try to feel what they feel, I choose to own up for my mistakes, I choose to understand first before reacting, I choose to be just.. ME.

Point is, the world is really changing, people are too. So don’t be so naive and believe what people say and then tell them your secrets cos the very people you love sometimes tend to be the very people who’ll break you. Get to know them, know who they really are, know what they do. If they backstab their other friends and bitch about them to you, chances are that they are backstabbing you too. Best way to get out of it, just nod all the way when people bitch about others to you, don’t add more oil just simply nod and say, 'if you say so, i have no comment' simple.
You don’t want to be the one on the hot seat when asked whether you said this, you said that do you?
I guess this is just all a part of growing up.
We fall and learn how to pick ourselves up again.
We cry, then learn how to wipe away them tears and fake a smile.
We learn that in everything, time plays an important role.
We’ve felt disappointment so we know how to feel remorseful when we disappoint others.
We laugh and learn that life has a lot to offer.
We learn to appreciate the time we have.
We learn to trust and trust again.

We learn to forgive and even forget.
We're just merely humans.

What are we really living for?

As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn’t suppose to let us down probably will. You’ll have your heart broken, probably more than once, and its harder every time. You’ll break hearts too so remember how it felt when someone broke yours. You’ll fight with your best friend and maybe fall in love with them. You’ll blame a new love for things an old one did. You’ll cry because time is passing too fast, because friends backstab you, and you’ll eventually lose someone close to you. So take many pictures, laugh too much, adnn love like youve never been hurt before because for every 60 seconds you spend being angry or upset, is a minute of happiness you'll never get back.

So yes, keep best friends close to your soul, your close friends close to your heart, good friends near your body and friends at arms length.
Give your heart to someone you truly love, appreciate them while you have them but don’t give your life or your soul.
Captain your own destination, be the pilot of your dreams, reach for the stars.

Special thanks to the people that matter most in my life, the people that will go all out for me, especially the people who ive given my part of my soul to. You know who you are.
Im sorry if i've done anything to hurt you. :s

LOVE YAAAA. :)

p/s: this isn’t intended for anyone, its just merely to express my thoughts and feelings.

RANDOM MUCH? Simple thoughts, complicated problems.

REALLY looking forward for: CHEER '10, Andrew's Party, July babies party & World Stage yes? :D

LOVE LOVE!

WOW, SO DAMN LONG. :P

XOXO;

2010-06-23T18:47:00.006+08:00

COS I KNOW I WONT BE WHO I AM WITHOUT YOU ALL.

Just a few pictures in my comp from the MANNNNYYY i have both here and in discs.

Short update cos i know ill delete this blog soon.

THANKS FOR EVERYTHING GUYS! (L)

Are you going for cheer?! YOU BETTER SAY YES YOU ARE!

CAN I HEAR A BOOM DYNAMITEZ?!

Location: Bukit Jalil Indoor Stadium

Date: 10th-11th July 2010

AWESOME!

2010-03-28T19:22:00.002+08:00

Quick update cos i really dont care bout blogging anymore;

THANKS EVERYONE FOR EVERYTHING! HONESTLY, BEST BIRTHDAY EVER!

Thanks for the wishes, hugs, kisses, presents, cards, facebook wall spams, text messages, phonecalls, and even the smallest things you did to make my day.

I CANT IMAGINE HOW MUCH BETTER IT COULD'VE BEEN HONESTLY!

and,

APPLESAUCE, although you guys dint win, youre still #2 in my heart.

sorreh, #1's for MY chace crawford okay! :P

NAHH. ill so support you! :D

YOUR PERFORMANCE WAS JUST PURE AWESOME!

OH, AND ANG ZIAN MEIyou're FTW la! LOVE YOU! :)

(Y)

2010-03-10T18:25:00.000+08:00

Reminds me of * :P

Another one soon please?!

2010-03-09T14:05:00.004+08:00

HAAH, okay. I havent been blogging since, well ages only cos I HAVE NOTHING TO BLOG ABOUT.
Sigh. Anyway, its only fair for me to say that SCHOOL'S GETTING BETTER :D im enjoying it slightly more now so yah :D
And well, if you ask me, i dont think all the people there are as stuck up as people percieve them to be nor are they very boastful.
Or maybe its just me? Cos maybe i changed? :O nah. i dont think so.
No doubt i still miss DJ. OH WELL.

As times and situations change, i realise that people do too.
I find myself concentrating more in class and not breaking many school rules. Yes, amazing :P
I now am more a commited person, to my netball team, to attending athletics training.
:D

I've been thinking bout this, children in africa, myanmar, those poverty-stricken areas and how priviledged we are and yet we tend to take things forgranted dont we? :/
So now, I shall officially oath to give money at least once a year to help these people in need.
Money can come and can go but what's in the heart's spoken through actions and remains forever as a part of an individual.

OKAY, IM SATRING TO RANT RANT GIBBERISH :/ BAIIIII

; and with you, i'd like to stay.

2010-02-13T20:49:00.002+08:00

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR PEOPLE.
HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY TOO.

In no mood to blog.
and doubt id be for some time. LAZY.

Thank you astrid goh, erica chan, amanda soh, elena chia. (L)
:(

I'd really like to start anew;

2010-02-04T09:25:00.000+08:00

You know who you are.
Im sorry i doubted you. We all have our doubts.
Im sorry that it turned out this way, nothing's perfect.
Im sorry for not being there, Im fighting my own battle too.
Im sorry for giving up, its just that everything around me tells me to.
Im sorry that i lied, but didnt you?
Im sorry that I couldnt comfort you, i had nothing to say.
Im sorry i turned a blind eye, i was ashamed.
Im sorry I didnt realise earlier, it may have made things better.
Im sorry you had to find out this way, but how else could i say anything?
Im sorry I cut you out a bit, i just thought you werent worth my time.
Im sorry I didnt help you, nothing i said could change anything.
But most of all, IM SORRY FOR HOW THINGS TURNED OUT.

I dont want to lose you and although i may say i dont care, i do.
You mean alot to me and it really did hurt till the point i gave up.
I knew i shouldnt have, I shouldve fought back.
It just.. hurt so bad ):

I love you.
Ill hail this storm with you. and, im sorry.

And no, its not about any guy you dumbfs. Okay, i dint mean that.

I dont speak your language.

2010-02-02T19:11:00.002+08:00

But ive come to realise what youre doing.

Okay anyway, its been super long since ive actually bothered to blog properly. HONESTLY.
So.. I shall try.

This will be my official post about my new school.
IM SO SURE all of you know how i felt on my first day. But well, im glad to say, school's actually improving.
I ABSOLUTELY LOATHED SRI KL ON MY FIRST DAY.
Not saying i love it now but, well, its getting better :)
I leave house at 6.20 and get back at 5 -.-
School starts at 7.50 and ends at 3.40. OMG RIGHT?!
BUT OH WELL. I stay bac for sports every tuesday, thursday and friday and honestly, its the BEST time i have in school.

Reminiscing really makes my day go bad so... yeah, i try to load myself with tv programs and homework.
Yeah, thinking bout dj, the people there honestly makes me cry. Heck, i am tearing now.
Sigh, life honestly isnt the same without you people. ):
Oh well. life's gotta move on. EMO MUCH?!

Oh, Party was just all i needed. but sadly, it had to end this fast ):
THANK YOU ZIAN FOR HOSTING MAENDA'S PARTY AT YOUR PLACE1!
It made my WHOLE year HONESTLY. :DD

WHAT LAHH.
I miss sitting next to you sam, behind you ele and diagonally behind you ed!):
All that sakai nonsense we talked bout, all that gossiping, the laughing, the fun. OMG ): sighh.
I miss you guys in my class too ): Syad, Dang, Jul, Weng, Jason... You guys damn sohai but honestly, you provided entertainment not only for me but im sure the whole class too. ):
I miss sketch.
I miss sports practice.
I miss netball.
I miss actually having somewhere to go to if i ponteng.
I miss making up some crap excuse to ponteng.
I miss recess, heck, the food.
I miss the constant 'hi bye' friends.
I miss mainly the people ): ): eeee.
And rica manda, I MISS YOU GUYS DAMN MUCH PLEASE! ):
Rica, we've practically been best friends since 8 and have practically spent all our recesses together. It honestly isnt the same without you.
Manda, Your hyperness, omg, i cant believe id say this but... I MISS IT TOO ): I miss that sudden noise, that hyperness. geez.
Zian, emi, mae. ): Honestly, you guys make my dj life (Y) too ): All that laughter. Grr.
Jing, Way, Craig, Ameer, Julian, Jyn, Kane, Jun Wei, Jee, Ashley, Sarah. Miss you guys too ):

OMG. reminiscing much?
bye bye. after i cry cannot stop.
OKAY, this isnt a real post but, honestly, WTV

SPASTIC.

2010-01-27T18:58:00.002+08:00

Bryan came over and well, this was what happened. HAHAHA.

go fb see more lah :)

ROCKSTAR?

2010-01-26T19:39:00.004+08:00

FRIDAY FRIDAY FRIDAY!

THIS IS ALL I HAVE TO SAY

2010-01-20T16:33:00.001+08:00

It was like a, FINALLY day for me.

2010-01-09T20:27:00.003+08:00

When your life seems like its lost its point of living, what do you do?
Go back to DJ.
Okay, not really... but. yeah. you get my point.

YESTERDAY WAS A DAMN AWESOME DAY FOR ME.
BYFAR THE BEST DAY THROUGHOUT THE YEAR.
BYFAR THE MOST LAUGHING THROUGHOUT THE YEAR.
AND BYFAR THE MOST 'NERDING' THROUGHOUT THE YEAR!

Went back to DJ, met friends, went lunch, talk talk, laugh laugh, camwhore, bought glasses, perfume and chao!
Boring if you're still in DJ no?
BUT HONESTLY, CHERISH THE TIME YOU HAVE WITH YOUR FRIENDS EVENTHOUGH ITS THE SMALLEST MOST INSIGNIFICANT BIT COS ONCE ITS GONE, THAT ONE BIT MAY JUST BRING YOU BACK THE JOY AND LAUGHTER YOU ONCE HAD.

And dude,
Arson at churches?! Well, Lets not persecute those who did it although no doubt it made us all ?!!? but instead pray and ask God to only guide them to the correct path. WELL, thats all we can do i suppose. :/
But honestly, i dont blame the muslims. Im sure theyre just as shocked as we are.
Please! Since when can such chaos happen just by one word?! :O
Proves how united we are?

The truth?

2010-01-06T19:16:00.002+08:00

Its big but i still.. dont like it. DOT. ):
You know the painfully sick bottomless pit feeling when your stomach twists in knots yet no amount of medicine can fix it? Yeah. THAT BAD. And yet i cant vomit. ):

Take me to a nice beach, the sound of waves crashing, the nice warm then cold sand my feet sink in ever so comfortably, the wind blowing my hair across my face, the beautiful horizon, a scenery where both land and sea diffuse in the absense of colours. ah, thats EXACTLY what i need ):

DEEEEEJAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAYYYYYYYYYYY!~ ): ):

HAHAHAH, OMG.

2009-12-31T17:05:00.003+08:00

I roflmao-ed so hard when i watched this. LOL.
Yeah, this probably is backdated news but.. :P DAMN FUNNY.
Poor miss singapore ): Oh well :P
Watch.

When PCK mimicks ris low. Aww. Funny weih :P

BOOMZZ~!

Okay, not that funny lah. Kesian her, poor poor girl.
This one funnier :P

I have decided, 2010 will not be a honeymoon year for me.

2009-12-31T13:28:00.004+08:00

Or so i say :$

Ive told myself, play hard but work even harder. YES?! :)
People tend to have a misconception that when you turn 16, its automatically your 'honeymoon' year.
Honeymoon? Nah, doubt it. New subjects, added stress, where got honeymoon lahh?!
So, i shall study, yes i shall :D ._. oh god, help me.

Okayy, so well, my last outing or shall i say trip would have to be none other than my recent genting trip with astroid :P
You wouldve probably seen my pictures on fb and wouldve also probably gone, 'WTH?! why all, adele adele adele wann?! So jakun! *Next* 'omg, adele again! -.-'
Sorry lah. :P
So yeah, im posting up compilations :P
Genting was good and surprisingly, COLD o.o
Rides were... No comment. I only enjoyed the spaceshot lah. Other than that, see the line also potong my mood to ride ):
Went archery cos that didnt have a line, had to pay but wtvvvvvvv lah.
Then went to some dunno dunno what branded sale or so to speak, smelt so many perfumes till i could choke/gag to death and in the end, tak beli :P hohoho.
Genting was awesome pawsome
Minus the stupid bangla/iranian/?! ): ):): Such an ordeal ): STRIDD ):

Nah, pichas.

I damn like this :P
'I wanna wanna pose like... ZH!'

Compile some nonsense :P

Okay, i damn jakun

Kk, BYE.

Happy New Year! :D

Infinite love and xo.

2009-12-26T11:12:00.003+08:00

Thanks for all the gifts, songs, laughter, joy and love. :)
Thanks for the wishes.
Thanks for all the 'all the best'.
Thanks for the prayers.

Christmas was.. well christmas.
The atmosphere, the light ups, the presents beneath the tree, the smiles and laughter, the hugs and kisses, the mouth-watering smell of food from the kitchen, the off-tune carolling, well mainly, the time we spend together as one family.

Christmas eve has somewhat been a day of exitement for me.
The busy kitchen ,the songs playing. Ah, joy.
But this year, something different had to happen. IT JUST HAD TO.
Our very nice, very understanding government decided to return our results. SMART.
Well, i got what i expected. 6As, 1B. B for... WHAT ELSE?! SEJARAH. -.-
But im happy with it. Of course, that A for sej wouldve been the cherry on top of the icing but ya know ;)
Aww. the last time in that uniform, in that school :') Good memories. Good memories.
After results, almost EVERYONE simultaneously decided to give OU very good business.
Watched sherlock holmes, walked around, bought some stuff and chao-ed.
The end.

I lazy to blog or upload pics so if i feel lik, i will okay.
So bye bye bye.
If off.

If found the true meaning of christmas. Have you?

CLAP YOUR HANDS THREE TIMES!

2009-12-18T21:23:00.002+08:00

And thats all you can do cos what i did, im not proud of. :p

I 'loaned' my neighbour's wifi. Password was too easy to guess and now ive got super fast/great/awesome internet connection.
At least to me lah. Ive been using digi internet connection and the connection is OBVIOUSLY VERY BAD. ):

Anyhoo hoo hoo,
I went for a wedding today.
First time attending a wedding at a Catholic Church with the Ceremony and all. Or at least i can remember.
Well, its very very different than my church. Its more... Traditional in a way and has a schedule.
Not insulting or anything but yeah, its very much different!
Now, i shall go attend a Malay and an Indian wedding. HOHOHO.
Malay one when my cousin gets married perhaps? :P
Indian when.. IDK. ):

I spent almost my whole day on the computer uploading, uploading, uploading pictures.
Wooh. My back and hands hurt now ):
But worth it lah. Preserved memories on facebook :p
But ill so shoot myself if... Facebook becomes like... friendster -.- brr.
What i uploaded? go fb see lah :P

Okay, so..
Next year is coming and i still have peoplle asking me, 'dele, since when you shifting to sri KL? ): i dint get to say bye!' so yeah, here's the official.. well announcement. -.-
I'll be shifting to Sri KL next year to complete my O levels also known as IGCSE and its equivalent to SPM.
Okay, so stop asking :/
Im scared of next year, new friends, new environment, new teachers, new syllabus, harder english oh, enlighten me ):
Its for the better anyway right :) So now, ill just have to be a nerd. Study harder.
Next year, next year ): Ill just go with the flow and see what happens i guess..
Sigh. If history repeats itself, ): ): boo!
Okay, im mumbling to my own subconcious mind.

Goodbye

2009-12-17T16:05:00.003+08:00

You're stuck on me and my laughing eyes,

I cant pretend though, i try to hide,

I like you, i like you.

Oh, i just cant get enough

How much do i need to fill me up?

It feels so good, it must be love.

Its everything that ive been dreaming of.

I give up, i give in, I let go, lets begin,

'Cause no matter what i do,

My heart is filled with you.

OMG OMG!

2009-12-17T13:29:00.006+08:00

CHRISTMAS IS IN JUST 8 DAYS! :D

That means, PMR results in just 11?! ):

Haih, PMR just ruins every single damn thing ): On the other hand, without it, would i really bother about studies? Not that much laa.

Christmas checklist, so many not checked! ): Presents not bought, dress not bought either, no party this year, oh well, Chritmas tree's up though! JOY TO THE WORLD :)

Family friends from Australia's gonna be back. I hope this will indeed be a merry merry Christmas :)

OMG, i love love listening to Chritmas carols. Somehow, if youre stressed or upset, it just lifts your mood agree? Ahhhh.

Ive never really been an avid fan of David Archuleta but heck i gotta admit, his voice is darn good especially when he sings Christmas carols. ;)

Christmas is a time of giving, not recieving;

Christmas is a time to tighten bonds, repair broken strings;

Christmas is a time to spend with loved ones;

Christmas is not about things but love shared.

I said it and although its a deep meaning, I do.

(Y) GOOD DAYS ARE MADE FOR US.

2009-12-16T10:09:00.008+08:00

Celebrated Ed and Kane's birthday at OU yesterday.
Well, sorta lah :p
We jalan jalan jalan. Go look see look see den watched Couple's Retreat.
That was a good movie. Typical but funny laa :D
After movie, ed, ele, sam and i went to shop for shooeeess.
No, technically, we went to shop for ed's shoes. Eih! ele wasnt with us.. ._.
While we were at nose, the guys were on the top floor opposite us staring into the shop.
I swear, they must've been there forever since we... parted ways.
And they said following us would be boring -.-

Wanted to go eat at chillis but they told us that we would have to wait for 45 mins -.- WTSAI. Shouldve sent the guys there instead -.-
But well, after walking to find a restaurant, we settled at Just Thai.
6 pineapple fried rice, 1 kerabu, 1 green curry beef, 1 taufoo. Water and 1 Shirley Temple. Oh sammy.. :P
Food was (Y) good.
Talked laughed talked then balikk :D

'Waiter, BILL' when we havent ordered.
'The banana curve or staright one?!'
'All nuts are curved lahhh... ' Maybe all.. except. yah.
Haih. I <3>

Oh ed lynn, stop looking lah next time :p Even if you can see, just ignore :p hahah.

Oh, this is super belated but still, i owe you one. :D
Happy Birthday Ed-Lynn Foo Foo. Me lovey youu.
Hope you had a great birthday! No, i know you did. :p
Well, this year has been a really good year for me. And im glad Ive gotten to know you better. :D
Haih, ill miss all those times we talked about * and * and laugh after that. Not good, i know. But oh well.
And the times we talked seriously about *, yeah.. Thanks for always being there for me alongside ele and sam :D
You really dont know how much our friendship means to me.
Although next year ill be shifting, know that we;ll always be friends okay?
No problem wann... no problemm. :D
Thank you for being who you are ed, Thank you so so much.
Words cant describe it. Love you babe.
HAPPY BELATED 15TH BIRTHDAY Ed-Lynn. :D

Know that you are already in my heart.

007;

2009-12-11T16:38:00.003+08:00

Honestly one of the best nights in my life! :D

Will blog bout it when im back. See lah, how bosan i am.
Pictures up when im back.
Currently in Singapore.
Internet here sucks. but who comes here for internet?!
SHOPPING BABY :D

tatatatata.

2009-12-08T12:20:00.003+08:00

Its soo nice to wake up at 11+.
Gosh, i havent slept THIS well since.. well.. ages.
:D

I like the fact that you make me laugh and the fact you're able to push me to do things i procrastinate about. The way you go against me when im upset with himher although you're obviously suppose to back me up makes me realise that im at fault not them. Your principles in life are damn straight and the way you look at things wanting to achieve your goals makes it so hard to be the total opposite.
I guess you just make me a better person. :)

Astrid, HAHAHAHAHA. Woah, i've never been able to define it. LOL.

Anyhoooooo,
Today's gonna be a ___ day for me. Idk what's it gonna be yet.
Didnt go for Dang, Christian, Jul, Jun Wei's (practice/jamming) session cos i have no money. LAZY.
Seeing them perform at 007 anyway... HAHA.
I'll probably just..
Put up the christmas tree.
Rot
Rot
Rot
Rot
or maybe read bio/chem/physics. YEAH..

'I MAKE GIRLS FLY' "huh?" 'I'M A CHEARLEADER'

2009-12-07T19:36:00.002+08:00

HAHAHAHA.
FLY FM RULES.

Today was such a good day. No bordening at home.
Instead, went to bangsar. WOOT. Shopping there too good de.
Strid, next, D.U. or Dataran? :)
Got a dress. but NO CLUTCH )))):
Got lah. but... yala, not worth it? Anyone wanna buy me an early christmas present?
Youre most welcome to :D

Started of with that gay fag chongx's text saying 'im here already' at 10. I went, WTTTHHHH. So rushed. Done by 10.30. That cb came at 12 plus -.- STOOPID. and dahlah i have jet lag. -.- Wake up so early sumore. Brr. Got into his car, went to fetch strid. On the way there, i used chongx's phone to text strid flirtacious msgs, she got freaked. HAHAHAH. Then headed to Bangsar. Ate at La bodega, mexican. It was delicious mann! :DD Then shop shop shop. Balik at bout 4.30. In the car, we were listening to fly fm when they asked bout our opinions bout why students these days say they dont have time to study, i forced chongx to call. HAHAHAH. he was retarded. :DD like usual. What he said? Ask him lah :)

What can i say? Today was a good day.
:DD

Our poser nikki

TURKEY

2009-12-06T17:27:00.003+08:00

I'll post pictures when i have the time but for now, a brief update.

Turkey was;

Cold.
Beautiful.
Rich in culture.
Rich in history.
Overall, GOOD.

I did not like;

The food.
The bone biting type of cold.
The dry cold air.
Waking up early
Shifting hotels literally everyday.
The long hours on the bus.
The fact that everywhere was stone rock stone rock -.-
Turkish delights. Some only lah.
The too pushy traders.
THE FOOD.

I enjoyed/liked;

The temperature generally.
My hotair balloon ride.
The thermal pool.
The turkish bath.
Gossiping with Jen Wei about Malaysia.
Camwhoring.
Jump shots.
My tour guide BULENT.
The many friends i made there.
The hot guys.
The shopping.
The guards at some place who's suppose to stay still but jen and i managed to make him smile, move his mouth, eyes and fingers :D
Backlava
McDonalds

The best thing i ate there would probably be... MCDONALDS QUARTER POUNDER. alongside my BACKLAVA. No kidding dei.
Food sucked. ):

Kk. imma go eat real chinese food now. My stomach's growling.

Bye byee.

Me is a happy person.

2009-11-27T23:44:00.001+08:00

I is at the business class lounge. And its goood :)
bye bye ppl :D

xoxo

_|_

2009-11-26T21:19:00.003+08:00

NAH! FOR YOU HOTLINK PREPAID. STUPID STUPID PREPAID.
If Turkey has freaking ROAMING and i can freaking use my phone there....
I Got peesed for nothing. The hotlink person say dont have lah!
If really dont have, ): ): WTH#$%^&*!!!!!
Shittballz. No phone for 10 days ): ):

GOODBYE. I WANNA GO CRY )':

TURKEY TMR NIGHT! WOOOOOOOOTTTTTT :D
excited shizz.

BTW, new moon was good. Better than Twilight. But ending so cut steam lahh.
Cinema full mann.
Saw so many people there! Reunion. Hahaha :D

TATATATATATATATATATATATATA.
You'll see me fatter. ahah. BYEE.

Tomorrow's gonna be a good day :D

2009-11-26T00:22:00.003+08:00

First of, today was a good day too :)
Minus the stupid packing for Turkey. -.- -.- -.- I HATE PACKING AND UNPACKING.
Syad, Eric, Irfan came over to discuss bout 007.
They went back, i killed my time with a long nice nap only to be woken up by Amanda.
But thats okay. Cos we talked and it was goooood (Y). :P

Okay, So tomorrow,
New moon's out and i booked 30 tickets. :D
Oh, im so proud. :P
But so far 22 confirmed so i guess 22 it'll be.

Ou, omg, can you like, please change your shops and stuff?
You're seriously boring the CRAP outta me.
or maybe, midvalley/sunway, move here.
Shopping shopping tomorrow.
And i BET we'll meet DAMN ALOT OF PEOPLE.

Oh well. Night.
Oh, actually, its already thursday now so yeah. today. :D cant wait.

ONE DAY LEFT BEFORE TURKEY ):)

Amonth.

They say;

2009-11-24T09:45:00.004+08:00

Stop, take a breather.

I've done that and i've come to realise that thanks to many people, i am what i am today.
It may not be much but indeed, i'm somebody. A small part of this world, somebody.

With my sometimes nonchalant and insouciant attitude, people think i dont care but fact is, i do.
With no doubt i may be recalcitrant but thats just how i get things done.

So,
To 3 Angsana, THANK YOU for putting up with my loudness and sometimes meretricious ornamentation.

To the Netball team, Thanks for the help, support and most of all, the fun times we shared.

To my friends, You've brought me much joy and happiness, pulled me through my 3 years in DJ.

To my close friends, what can i say? You know i love you, you've always been there and i cant tell you enough how big a role you played in my life. You know who you are.

To you, I definitely adore you. ;p

The world's at my fingertips,

i can feel it slipping through my hand.

Like a child's gotta have his mommy,

I've gotta have you.

Confucius says;

2009-11-23T19:01:00.003+08:00

Passionate kiss like spider web, soon lead to undoing of fly.

If you want pretty nurse, you gotta be patient.

Men who lay women on ground get piece on earth.

To meat girl in park is good, but to park meat in girl is better.

Man who do business in house get jerked around.

Adele, please dont lame. get a life damn it -.- But its so HAHAHA.
I like yo mamma jokes mann.

Never in my life...

2009-11-23T13:30:00.004+08:00

Have i been THIS bored.
Have u been THIS bored.
Have we been THIS bored.
Have they been THIS bored.

SHIT LAH SHIT LAH SHIT LAH SHIT LAH!
You tell me, what on earth am i suppose to do at home?
Go out also, where? OU, Curve? PLEASE LAH.
I wanna cry! ): ): ):

IM GOING TO TURKEY THIS FRIDAY MIDNIGHT.
Excited pleeeez. But, LAZY PACK ):
Its okay. I shall do it. I shall. I shall. On thursday :p

Okay, 007, so how? Who can go, who cant?
Sighh. Hope it works out lah.
But ive got theis doubt? :/
Gotta confirm our function room booking with Tropicana by TOMORROW!
Aiyooh. Ppl, go on fb, confirm whtr you're going or not.
Dont maybe maybe lah.
Okay, i wont be a hypocrite. I go confirm now.

Hahah. I feel loved <3

Okay, since Im THIS bored, i shall tell you about my week.
Heck, thats so damn lifeless.
Okay, i shant then. But im quite lifeless now.
Shit, sorry, im like contemplating with my own head openly.
What is this mann. What the heck mann!

Never mind, i shal go stare at my new purse papa got me :D
I lioke. No, LOVE. :)

Maybe i shall... Go pack for Turkey now :)
No! i shall take out the Christmas tree so we can put it up tonight.
Ho yeah! I found something to do dee.
Christmas Carol gets me in the mood for Christmas baybeh!
I shit cant wait for Christmas!!!!!!!!!!
but on the other hand, that means, Year 10 at Sri KL's nearer. :/
Sighh. I dont know what i want now. ):
Next yearr..
Haih. Why la why lah? Dont i learn from my mistakes?
Its okay... It'll work out :D

ACCPEK.

Remember those times?

2009-11-21T11:27:00.005+08:00

SKTM IS HANDS DOWN THE BEST SCHOOL I'VE EVER BEEN TO.

Children's Day celebration was one of the most memorable times we had there wasnt it?

Plus the whole 'teacher, do you need help? lazy go to class laa' drama.

Plus, Dare and dare.

Plus, 'teacher, come, we help you key in the exam marks' just to skip class.

Plus, all that lah.

Memories there definately will last FOREVER.

What shocked me most there during my visit was this particular girl who went, 'OMG! ADELE!!! OMG! ITS YOU. CAN I HUG YOU??!!! *squeeeeeze* AH! WOW! CAN I HUG YOU AGAIN PLEASE?! *squeeeeze*. OMYGOD! YOU'RE HERE. *squeeeeeeze* You're so tall..... and pretty! *squeezes again*'

Im not kidding, that happened. aahahah. Worse part was, her head was on my boobies and she squeezed my boddeeh soooooo hard. but well, she's not a teen guy with raging hormones so yeah, i guess its okay.
But i think the school's changed alot since we left. Teachers have come, have gone. The hall has changed, the stage, the pond, the canteen. But well, we enjoyed the toilets didnt we? ;)

Good times, good times :D

Just a few form the many we took. You can go on fb to see more.

http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=162103&id=650751457&l=ba3cfd0d25

Ed, ele sam, we need another outing wei! takkan just ONE, its so -.- right?!

Rica, manda, strid. You know what we need mann. :D

Brandon. Yeah, ROCKCLIMBING?!

Andrew, we needa meet mann! :)

Christian, haha. gotta catch up with you before next year.

Aih, going to Tropicana now. Toodle-ee-doo! :D

Freak WINTER storm to hit Malaysia tomorrow?

2009-11-19T09:03:00.004+08:00

Unfortunately not ): sighh.
Here's one thing for sure, its just rumours. Think about it, if it were true, wouldnt it be in the news, in our newpapers and all? But its not so this clearly proves that these are just rumours speculating.
So i googled it and found this from a blog, read.

Thank you for writing to Malaysian Meteorological Department. We have received few emails from the public regarding the Winter Storm. For your information, our country's location which is near to equator make no possible for us to experience winter season/winter snow like the northern countries. Malaysia experiences tropical weather condition which is hot and humid. During rainy season (normally during November until February), we will periodically experience the cold surge (cold and dry winds from Siberian High area). This cold surge does not cause 'winter storm' like the public thought, only influencing the weather condition of our country, in terms of an increase in precipitation or wetter weather condition. This is the reason's why November to February is known as 'rainy season'.

For the cold surge to occur on November 20, 2009; we are unable to predict it yet, since our global weather model is only able to predict daily weather condition of at least 7 days before the date of occurrence (the weather forecast for November 20, could be obtained as early as on November 13). However, the long range weather pattern/weather outlook of the country could be predicted as early as 6 months.

We would like to advise public to not to take rumours seriously especially through 'sms'. Malaysian Meteorological Department is always monitoring the weather of our country closely, and any effects due to the extreme weather condition, we will issue official press statement from the department to inform the public and will distribute it to the trustworthy channel such as government's tv, radios and major newspapers.

USJ forum;
Freak Winter Storm is just an advertisement a company Sports and Recreation Club put up, it is actually a party at this Winter bar in KL Avenue K Nov 20 (Friday). The email was sent to all employees in the company, telling them to be prepared for icy cold weather on Nov 20th, it is just like a promo. Then, it became news spreading via email!

Oh, i like this quote. It simplifies the meaning of love and what love is :')
A man reserves his true and deepest love not for the species of woman in whose company he finds himself electrified and enkindled, but for that one in whose company he may feel tenderly drowsy.
George Jean Nathan

This beat is sick

2009-11-19T07:56:00.004+08:00

Yesterday was a thumbs up day. :D
Went back to sktm, hugged teachers, went ou, went manda's house, came back, slept.
PERFECT.
I'll upload pics soon :)

And since i got tagged and ive nothing to do, here.

1. Besides your lips, where is your favorite spot to get kissed?
Hahaha, for me to know, for YOU to find out.

2. How did you feel when you woke up this morning?
Like my world's spinning.

3. Who was the last person/people you took photo with?
Amanda :D

4. Would you consider yourself spoilt?
No lahh. No, maybe... just a little. NO, idk.

5.Will you ever donate blood?
Yeahh.

6. Have you ever had a best friend of the opposite sex?
OF COURSE. Points to sidebar.

8. What does your last message say?
:)

9. What are you thinking right now?
What my last message says.

10. Do you want someone to be with you right now?
Maybe. But with me where i am? NO. At mum's office.

11. What was the time you went to bed last night?
7.30. Yeah, super early. But wioke up at 11, texted till 12?

12. Where did you buy the tee you are wearing now?
Nichii with ed, sam :) ele dint go ):

13. Is someone in your mind right now?
Somepeople :)

14. Who was the last person who text you?
Syad.

Tag 10 "lucky" people to do this quiz.
(I HATE TAGGING COS IDK WHO TO TAG -.- so ill just put names although some of them dont have blogs)

1. Ed-lynn
2. Elena
3. Sam
4. Erica
5. Strid
6. Bryan
7. Syad
8. Andrew
9. Brandon
10. Jonathan

15. Who is number two having a relationship with? (ele)
Not with you, not with me but HIM. But i wont mention names.

16. Is number three a male or female? (sam)
My she-male :D

17. If number 7 and number 1 get together will it be good? (Syad & Ed)
Yeah, it will :) cos they're suppose to go out ;) and i'll go out with chia fei :) HECK NO, IT WONT.

18. What is number 1 studying? (ed)
Me :p

19. Is number 4 single? (rica)
I have NO COMMENTS about this.

20. Say something about number 6. (bryan)
TARD. :D

21. What you think of number 3 and number 6 being together? (sam & bryan)
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.

22. Describe number 9. (Bra)
He's a fag but he likes girls. No, anything that looks like girls :)

23. Do you like number 8 ? (drew)
WOW. NO.

24.What you think of number 5 and number 10 being together? (strid &jon)
Ask her 0.0

HAHAHA

2009-11-17T10:29:00.003+08:00

Ive laughed alot thanks to various people and things that happened.
But i shall not say it cos that'll just make it not funny. ;P

No, just a few.

Okay, my darling sweet and innocent cousin's school's having their children's day tomorrow.
Teacher told the class 'you can bring food BUT make sure there's 43 so everyone will get one'
So my cousin went back told her mum then her mum said, 'okay then we'll fry fries.'
She then went to her kakak and said, 'kakak. tolong ambil itu french fries, kira 43 dan masak'
Kakak refused to do so, she got so pissed then called her mum to complain.
What a joke. ;P

And while my bro and i were watching tv. We stumbled upon this info about grossology.
'A villian makes everyone in town fart and then gathers all the gas to fuel a giant robot called fartzilla.'
-.- WOW.

And i talked to Christian last night, that stupid bongbongmothersiaosiao said... well. practically nothing that made sense which also made me go, -.- HAHAHAHA.

aiyooh. alot alot lah. these past two weeks have been GOOOOD :D

SKTM'S CHILDREN'S DAY TOMORROW! :DDDD

Nyeehhhh.

2009-11-15T17:24:00.004+08:00

Life just seems so.. Short. I mean, what are we really here for? We breathe, we live, we die.

On a lighter note, malacca's dataran pahlawan is da bomb. Okay, not THAT great, but better than ou lah kan. Things there are so cheap please! Some lah. And, they have discounts and shiz going on throughout the year for like nike, adidas, esprit, mng and all that which makes prices there more worth it for the quality. Come on, we all know that things are mainly expensive because of their BRAND not QUALITY right. Sheez.

BUT, this stupid stall potong my mood. Saw this damn nice vest, quality was normal, but price was, ??! 64.90. hilarious.
I think they think cos we're singaporeans so up up the price! Gay -.- Eh, im not perasan. Some man really asked whtr we were from singapore okay!

My mum didnt wanna get me chicken rice balls ):): So i asked my dad. I told him that i want 4. Then he said, 'NAH! YOUR BROTHER GOT TWO, I GOT TWO. YOU WANT OR NOT' .___________. WOW.

And i love my grandma's sambal. OMG. DAMN GOOD LAHHHH! :D

I want a new phoneeee ): ): ): ):

Magic happens when the world's gonna end in animation.

2009-11-14T18:25:00.004+08:00

Oh Dang, you get me dont you? :) 2.45-5.30? Thursday? Ah, good good :D

Ashley's bitrthday @ Sunway yesterday was awesome! :D
Ate my fillet o fish with tomato sauce melimpah-limpah keluar.
Taught syad how to skate.
Taught this girl from Brunei how to skate.
Had Jul push and pull me around the rink.
Watched ppl fall butt down with a loud thud! Hahahahahahah.
Almost got blisters.
Practiced F language with that tard, afameerfeer. Ameer.
Saw ashley's perasan side ;) "isnt that mine?"
Ate Carls Jr. It was nice but overpriced laa.
Watched The box. BORING. But watch 2012 again? wouldnt mind but front row seats -.-
Met some rude * at the cinema.
Heard two * behind us talk so damn loud. They were like freckin commentators. Disturbance!
See Jing flirtflirt! :O ahahahah.
Ate nice rock cake.

Goooood :D

Oh people!
007 on 10th December.
F3s and a few f4s.
DJ only plus a few outsiders.
Tropicana? :D
Pray itll work mann!

Happy Birthday Ashley! :D

2009-11-12T22:31:00.003+08:00

Baby, its was me last day of school today. Wow, touch wood, i survived 3 years in SMKDJ :')
Today wasnt totally what i expected it to be. But heck, my throat hurts thanks to the screaming. And well, I didnt get enough pictures with people!
I love SMKDJ thanks to me friends whom I love so very super much cos they made DJ better than it ever will be and my life in DJ worth while! Thanks guys for everything! <3
Aih, orange ugly uniform, here i come. ): :D?

OMG, i sound high -.- wtv :D

Hairstyles. Contemplete, Contemplate.

2009-11-10T10:03:00.006+08:00

This was then but this is now.
I once had,

Short short hair

It grew and became,

Longer hair

So then i decided to,

Chop my fringe and got bangs

Now im contemplating on whether to curl it or leave it straight or cut it short ): HELP.

Curls

Aih, might as well shave bald lah.

Anyway,

HAHA. ele, ed.
See what i found? :p
What do you get when you see 3 heads pop out from the toilet cubicles.
One head pop next door when youre doing your business.
A door that suddenly opens when you swore you locked it.
Shoe sounds going click clock click clock when youre not able to see whether someone's there or not.
All on one scary/queit floor with hardly anybody on it coaxed to go cos of guys bladders and well ours plus the fear of getting kidnapped, raped and sodomized.
You get.. Well...
3 screaming girls, 3 freaked out people, a dirty toilet seat, a confused lady, laughing boys and hell of a good time. :D

Jakun sial. :D

2009-11-09T16:31:00.002+08:00

HAHAHA.
Go on ares or limewire or wtv, download, tanatious d, cock push ups and go hear it. Its stupid.
I never knew you can do push ups with a boner :O Its funny cos he sounded soo serious. :O
and, Cobra starship's hollaback boy. HAHAHA.

Amazing what crap people can talk about these days. Amazing what songs can contain nowadays.
But well, it adds a little entertainment. :)

What can i say?

2009-11-09T14:06:00.006+08:00

School is not fun ):

Home isnt either.
Ou is boring the * outta me.
Curve? ah, what's there to do there?
Sunway lah :D come come! Whee (:
Walaowei. Im like looking at all the pictures we all took when we were in form 1, form 2 and i just realized that im lacking form 3 pics :/ like seriously damn alot ):

Looky looky, what i foundy. HAHAHAAH.

Jyn, you gained weight, weng you lost. ahah (:

Zian! :O WAO.
Gay parade. :p Look at jyn. ahahah.

Chongxian, i cant help but laugh :P

Them think they big :O ahahah.

Aih, playing in the rain, i miss :'(

hahaha. miss elly likes to suck/bite straws. ahahah.

AH, good times, good times. Damn.

We need more pictures people! Come to school! :D perhaps the last two days at least? :D

BRANDON! WE IS GOING ROCKCLIMBING TOMORROW! :D

NYENYINYENYIBUBU

2009-11-02T11:12:00.004+08:00

OMGWTHSHOOTME.
I absolutely am totally in love with baklava.
It tastes so freckin nice and it gives me a foodgasm.
For you noobs who dont know what it is, here you go ;D
It's from turkey and it tastes so damn good.

Stranger;

2009-11-02T09:36:00.002+08:00

I do not appreciate wise cracks or smart-alec comments.

Haha, i know you want to be in my post, 'stupid little things that ticks me off' but im sorry i didnt know you then. So here's one for you (:

Sigh, you dont have to be mean to my friends cos thats just not nice. I know, in a way, youre complimenting strid and i but well, if you want to, you dont have to make rica and manda a point of referance nor any particular person.
I know, you're human, and youre fairly entitled to your own thoughts and opinion about others. I respect that but please do not percieve them to be something they're not or are. I'm sorry, but I dont respect the fact that you have to project this thought of yours on my cbox and i certainly do not find it edifying that you're judging my friends like this.
Erica and Amanda are my best friends and I dont think you know them like i do. No, i KNOW you dont know them like i do. So please keep your unedifying thoughts to yourself cos it doesnt bring any good to anyone. Its plain mean and shameful for you to say that. Well, another thing you should know is that you shouldnt judge a book by its cover. I know, you said youve hung out with them before but do you really know them? Just think about it kay. What you said's seriously not nice.

Yeah, i know you may now think, "oh shit! This B!tch!! I complimented her but here she is -.-" but well, I'd rather stand up for my friends then have one like you. But i'd be nice though to have more friends so please stop this immediately. Thank you.

Stupid little things that ticks me off.

2009-10-30T23:01:00.008+08:00

First;
I absolutely do not agree with bluunis' quote stating that 'young is beautiful'.
Whoever said that age represents your beauty. Grr.
We get so caught up in trying to let media establish the true meaning of beauty.
We even get bombarded with everyday beauty contests like beauty pagents and shiz. Furthermore, advertisements abound tha offer the definition of beauty selling all sorts of products to make you more beautiful or to regain your beauty.
Anyone in the streets can tell you their personal definition of beauty: who they think is beautiful and who isn’t. And the surprising thing is that despite the common saying that beauty lies in the eyes of the beholder, people will tend to come to roughly the same conclusions of what beauty is, your outer appearance.
Take Oprah for example. She isnt exactly THAT beautiful on the outside but has a heart of Gold and an even more beautiful person on the inside. Does that make her beautiful?
Or even Susan Boyle, she definately isnt the prettiest woman alive and when she went up on that stage, people thought she couldnt sing because of her looks but she turned out to be a vocal powerhouse.

Yeah, maybe when youre younger you may have less wrinkles, less saggy skin and all but still, it certainly does not define your beauty.
Is beauty too simplistic? There's more to beauty than meets the eye.

Are these people not beautiful?

I like this saying;
“Beauty to me is having confidence in yourself and the way you look. In my opinion there is nothing more beautiful than seeing a woman with a clean fresh face, sun kissed glow, hair pulled back, in a great pair of jeans and white tank. Beauty is simplicity and allowing your inner beauty to show as much as your outer beauty.”- Rosie Johnston

To me, beauty can never be measured based on one's looks. Its what's inside that makes you beautiful on the outside.

Second;
I HATE it when people, leave their dining table at a restaurant in an utter mess. Claiming that the waiter/waitress can clear it up because that's what they're paid for.
Come on, cant you just help by just placing your cutlery on your plate and using that extra tissue or wtv to wipe wtv suace that's on the table. They arent your servants. GOSH.
And it still ticks me off till this very day thinking about what i heard a person i know do.
Thinking that you can throw your rubbish on the restaurant's floor just because the workers there are paid to pick up after you and beacuse you claim its a shame if they get paid doing nothing is just pathetic, sad and proves that you have no self worth. Wake up.

Third;
I HATE that youknowwho is making it so so so so very difficult for singers to come to Malaysia to perform. No, FEMALE singers to be exact.
Come on, like... WTH'S YOUR PROBLEM?!! grr.
Dahlah, youknowwhere is so back, even that tiny place below us is doing better, you still want to make such a hoohaa about all this.
Try to boost our economy and travel industry my foot.

Ah, WTV already. I DO NOT CARE. :)
I felt like ranting so, dont mind me. X.

So....

2009-10-29T00:21:00.005+08:00

I feel like abandoning my blog. HAHAHA.

Post-PMR aint exactly the best feeling evaahh weihh. -.-
Christmas' still the best of the best :D

My post PMR list;

Talk
Sleep
Eat
Boredoning?
Going ou with ese tmr
Went mae's bbq party today
Going to learn tennis soon
Addicted to boys over flowers
Waiting for moonlight resonance
Waiting for somthing out of this world to happen
Lots more but i cant rmb. WTV

Goodnight.

Oh and,

Happy birthday Goh Khing Mai (oops. :p) MAE! xoxo

And the world still spins round.

2009-10-21T08:45:00.003+08:00

Boredom has no cure and i feel like shooting myself.

Have i told you how absolutely shick and tired i am of OU? -.-

Oh, hey dang,
I did not wish you anyth on your birthday :D ahah.
I guess im like th first person to text you at midnight yet not say those two words ;)
Haha, so..
Happy Birthday Dang Kuok Ian! :D
Hope you had a great one!

Rotten Meat

2009-10-17T12:51:00.003+08:00

Thats how i feel.

Ill be stuck at home for the next 12345 hours. ): Shoot me.

Brandon, youre right. post PMR aint no fun ):

About dreams,

2009-10-15T20:34:00.003+08:00

I had one last night too :x

For Sammy, i guess its normal for her to dream weird dreams ;) no?
But for me, I only dream on totally rare ocassions. Not sure whether its a good thing or not.

I can remember it but i shall not elaborate.
I did something, really really REALLY bad and got caught while doing it. :x
Idontknowwhy but when i dream on rare ocassions, i tend to dream of things that make absoutely no sense :o
Brr.

On a lighter note, I found a way to earn! :)
I can just by teaching my sister piano for 15 minutes everyday!
I can help my kakak to sweep the floor, or wash the dishes or fold the clothes :)
Easy money ;D

I wanna go out out out :D Ersyad's house this Sat. Prolly Rica's church on Sunday? we'll see :D

Ah, it feels so surreal.

2009-10-14T11:03:00.007+08:00

After God knows how many hours of studying,
Changing my habits after dinner isn’t easy.
But Im handling it :) Heck im getting used to it.

It feels so damn surreal that PMR IS OVER.
Ive been waiting for this day since... After UPSR?!
Now I can finally go out without an interview. :D
I shall look forward to after O levels now. :)
In case you don’t know, Ill be moving to Sri KL next year for O Levels.
That means, I just sat for my last sejarah paper. Talk about !!! :D yay? :DD

Remember this? UPSR. :)

Aih, After-PMR plans was a FAILURE.
Sunway lagoon? Ah, screw, its closed on Tuesdays.
Pyramid? No transport back.
Last resort, Ou. Eee. Elena couldn’t go ):

Spent 130 on a pair of shoes and one shirt :D
Fixed my phone for 149
Im left with? I’m scared to find out.
I need a way to earn money :D
Lets wash cars ele ed? Hahaha.

Ahaha, just a review on PMR cos I don’t wanna talk bout it again and again and again.
It was OKAY. Some were easier than trials, some were just a waste of time and some were just a way to tell me, youre not prepared but this is IT.
Science paper2, haha. DIE. Sejarah. You know lah. BM2, im VERY SURE I terpesong. GREAT.

Before PMR, Tropicana library was my best friend :)
Now, home’s my new one.
How to keep going out lah. CASH.

Okay, yesterday although it didn’t go as planned,
I still had fun. :D
GO AND WATCH BEDSIDE DETECTIVES! Its to DIE for. Literally. NOT. Its a freckin thai show. -.-
Bought ticks for that, went in and went WTH?! THIS IS IT?!
So we sneaked into where got ghost? Not bad lah. :)
Surrogates was nice too.
Shopping was good :)
Sent my phone for repair at 1, they say can collect it in 3 hours, but when I went there at 5, it wasn’t ready -.- a good 4 hours there.
So now my phone’s fixed but with ersyad. Ish, I miss my nokia ):

Before PMr, at Tropicana library. This happened. thanks to boredom -.-

Before PMR, at TTDI.
Release stress :) With chris, kadri, liang, azman, and various ppl lah :)

This is how I met your mother.
One day,
We came to the library to study and then
I flew to a bank using an aeroplane made out of paper. Suddenly,
A cow flew pass and banged a boy named Christian. Then,
6 Million pink unicorns started to study reproduction while Nadhirah was talking to herself. In the year 3000...
There was once a goat, hid name was billy. We all laughed. Sudenly,
An AK-47 fell from the heavens. I grabbed it and in that instant
Darth Vader killed Luke Skywalker. Suddenly.
Everything was too sudden! Everyone stopped and startind farting. Back o the past, Meanwhile,
Obama died in a koma, All was lost. People sufferd. But someone
Saw something on the window and screamed like a girl. After that,
A few zombies came crawling out from underground. I saw its face and it was...
A very good cause. Thats why,
I fell in love with a prostitute and thats how I met your mother.

This was how I met your fater, In teh year 5000, pink was the new black and
I saw Doraemon flying. But it wasn’t Doraemon, it was Giant. Suddenly,
My phone rang. They told me to go to my car and turn on the windscreen wiper. When I did,
Homer and Marge made out. Suddenly,
Christian collapsed during his science paper but then CS came out and said he was studying but
An Iphone exploded infront of a zombie. In that instant,
Kadri got high and started shaking his head. Then he saw a guy walk pass and started staring at him. Then,
Azman failed Geo. Meanwhile,
Christians spider sense was tingling. Dia minum tongkat ali. Vroop... Lepas tu, Dia jadi
Michael jakon terbakar iaitu seorang lelaki yang hitam. He tried to dance but
The camera was fascinated with t so it took pictures. Afetr that,
Christian approached the Bangladesh security guard and said ‘I got 2 nasi lemak, ready to go?’ then
A man walked in with an I <3>

This was how I met your daughter, one friggin day,
The british council said NO! So...
I ran as fast as I could and backjumped my grandma, that was how
Babies are made. Liang’s eye opened and looked so fascinated. He then asked about
A guy in pink pants. It was going to become
A rock cause adele wanted to use her legs when her balls dropped off. She was very
Fast, accepting offers to fight monsters from outer space. Suddenly
A bird fell from the sky. We went up to the roof and started
Plucking out my moustache. Because of that,
Adele complained about breaking pencils, and that was how she became your daughter.

This was how I met liang, one thwo three days ago,
4,5,6 birds came flying from the underground. I was really
Hot. I then went to bu ice cream when the ice cream seller said it was okay
I will never ever dig my nose infront of your grandma again. Till then,
Somebody told me that you had a girlfriend, since februsry last year. Its
Already 5 o’clock, be a man do the right thing said russel peters. Meanwhile,
Christian was so mean. He threw Adele away to
Africa. It was
A good cause because eating marshmallow.
Over a burnt Volkswagon that came from a tornado. Suddenly,
The lights started blinking. There was am earthquake. Everyone was
Celebrating my grandma’s menopause. And then,
Its the was cookies crumble. The guy with the purple pen said,
This is madness. NO!! This is starbucks! And that was how starbucks got breated
And thats how I met liang.

This was how Christian transformed into a
Beggar from the street began dancing thriller. It was so amazing that
Cookies are made in the oven. If not we all
Will be in new education and the school library which is,
Funny. We laugh laugh ketawa then the security guard shouted and said
You are always welcomed to Shoot me baby. Then
Shum came and shook his butt like – and the worl..
Was invaded by aliens that looks like kailiang’s eyeballs. Then,
The pen flew. Liang cried. He likes
Elton John in his widding dress. Because of that
Christian likes to break pencils. Then a unicorn said
Ane!! Thosai sama kuah dal satu. Then I realized
Christian was being stupid. And that was christian’s past.

Gosh, im that lifeless and bored till i typed that out. HAHAHAHA.

After PMR, Today, im stuck at home. I feel like studying -.- Tak biasa lah..

I want another kitschen day with ricamandastrid ): I like this picture and I like what I bought. Strid! Mid Valley monday :D

Talk bout a supperrrrr longgg post. aahahah.

2 weeks

2009-09-23T18:49:00.001+08:00

NGEEHHHHHHH. 2 weeks ):
What are you doing here?
Go study :)

Fail lah

2009-09-19T14:53:00.001+08:00

Hahahah. i just checked friendster.

DEAD.

Geeez

2009-09-19T13:43:00.004+08:00

PMR's freaking 18 days away.

Ive made a list of to do's for after PMR.

Learn rockclimbing
Go to Tropicana NOT to study but to swim.
Work out more
Learn Tennis
EASE outing
Adelericamandastrid outing
Other outings
Go to an island
Learn scuba diving
Bungee jump
Plan a party
Class trip
Class party
Get rid of some books
Go ice skating
Go on a movie marathon
Shopping
Manicure, Pedicure
Relax hair

Hee :) Ive got loads more. But thats about all i can think of right now. Gee, PMR's not even over.

Hey hey! But if i dint do my best, i wont feel the you know, umph to go out ;)
Julian, Weng, Syad, IM STILL GONNA STICK TO MY 'WHAT I GET FOR SEJARAH=WHAT I SPEND' :D

TODAY'S THE 19th! WOAH...

I reeeeaaly didnt need that.

2009-09-19T00:15:00.002+08:00

Studying is fun no? :P
Being shsss-ed and getting tighter compasses. Hahahah :)

At least I did study. ahahahah. :D

Dell for Dele

2009-09-16T22:30:00.002+08:00

and family.

I suka the functions, the light blueness and the size :)
Ahhh.

PERFECT TIMING BEFORE PMR THOUGH -.-

:DD

I wont hesitate, no more, no more.

2009-09-14T17:27:00.002+08:00

NO MORE.

Ngeeheehee :) I like a fine frenzy :D

.
Is there a chance, a fragment of light,
At the end of the tunnel, a reason to fight?
Is there a chance you may change your mind,
Or are we ashes and wine?
I'll tear myself away,
If that is what you need.
There is nothing left to say.

I hate the way this feels.

<3

2009-09-13T20:33:00.006+08:00

We hope you had fun :DD

Friends dont let friends date ugly guys :P
Topic of sunday school perhaps? :) *cough*

Surprise!! Hahah, im here!
OMG, i so hate you for lying to me with Ele :)

I hope to see you in it now ;p
Can, can, aiyooh! no lah, dont want lah. Serious ahh??!

Did everyone stare at me?
'yes' 'omggg!' 'nooo' :P

Aiyooh, but then if you all waith for us to eat, not nice lah.
Dinner at 7.40 perhaps? :) Sorry.

Sounds familiar? :D You know who you are :)

Dear Sammy,
Everything i wanna say to you is on your card.
You're honestly a person who cares alot about others and puts others ahead of yourself.
You're both kind and understanding and i thank god ive got such a friend like you! :D
Youve been a real blessing in my life and i love you infinite much dear! :)
Hope you had a great birthday! and that all your wishes and dreams come true :)

p/s: hope you and agent 009 ya know :D

Totally out of the topic, I love my sister lah.
My bro climbed on the table then my sister when to complain.
Mum said, its okay lynn, dont complain. He's just so immature.
Then she looked at my bro and said, 'huh! mum said youre immature!!"
Then she climbs straight away :) ahahah.

Strid, YOURE RIGHT. I AM STUPID.

Ehehe :p

2009-09-06T13:46:00.002+08:00

OMG, total BIMBO moment. -.- BUT, OMG! :DD

I like Painting cos painting is FUN :) Whee!

Ive already made plans for after PMR :) Talk bout fun! :) Ahahah.

Sam, only 6 more days :DDDDD

Smoked.

2009-09-02T15:51:00.003+08:00

My results are... Pffsh, EXCELLENT -.- NOT.
Brr.
English obj resuts, worse of my life pls. Not gonna tell till changes are made.
The english paper was prolly set by a * teacher.
"You cannot start a sentence with but" (then when it comes to the passage for comprehension, 'But smth smth smth' woah? so much for not starting with but.) brr.
"Good point brought up there! But you see, its known that ALL FRENCHMEN are CHRISTIANS." ??!!
"Be at loggerheads" a) become enemies b) disagree strongly (what do you think's the answer?)
Im telling you, the answers for most of the questions are so similiar. Urgh.
The paper was obviously made for straight minded people.
And,
3-2=1 lah! DUH. Who wouldnt know that.

This sucks. School sucks. Except for friends :) I think thats the only reason why i go to school.
Oh, and i absolutely loathe being in angsana cos of the class' name.

"3 Angsana, you're normally known to be the top students but since the first day of school, youve been known to be nutorious and cause alot of trouble unlike the past year's angsana. Alot of teachers have been complaining about you to me but ive surpressed those impressions of you because i do not like to judge others without proof but what you did last Friday really made me dissappointed." "you're like the cream of the batch"
But she said it really nicely and i still respect her unlike some others who just scream, shout and shhhhhh. -.-

We never asked to be placed in angsana. =/

Quote most of the teachers, "you all ah, in angsana you knoww... but you're not as good as last year. you all are a shame to angsana's standard. Last year, when teacher leaves the class, everyone's still quiet studying. They are better then you all lah!" What standard? Last year's angsana may have been good but everyone's born different lah. Compare compare compare. So the irritating -.-

Pn Norsila, "dia punya english, sangat the best lah! i also want!" hahahahahahah. so cute :)

Grr, me is so sorry. Hope you get well soon!

Take a chance, make a change and breakaway.

Fats multiply fast.

2009-08-31T20:58:00.005+08:00

It has unfortunately been a fat week for me.
Food food food and more food.
I feel like a giant trash bag stuffed with food.
Had Shogun on Friday, OMG, its <33
Pffsh. But good also lah :D
Baskin Robbins 31 off since 29th, chinese is always good food for bonding, japanese is well, healthy? nandos is, spicy? Malacca curry laksa and cendol is heaven, italian is sexy if you had a guy but still its good, and hawker food doesnt burn a hole in your wallet plus its nice :D Sheesh, im salivating right now. Brr.

But, but if i eat and become like this then...

Its okay, dont worry, i shall not count calories :D haah. Zian.
Okay, studying=not fun=good=must so i shall :) Ahh.Geo, Seni, oh, you kill me.

Oh, my mamma. It takes a thought to make a word,
It takes some words to make an action,
and it takes some work to make it work,
It takes some good to make it hurt,
It takes some bad for satisfaction.
Life is wonderful

2009-08-27T09:34:00.001+08:00

If God didn’t create Eve for Adam, wouldn’t life be easier?

...... FYL.

2009-08-26T21:51:00.003+08:00

Im PISSED. PISSED PISSED PISSED PISSED PISSED.
Wah sai. Then i have every right to also lah.
Number one, number two. You want me to continue counting.

@#$%$#@#$%$#@#$%$#@#$%$#@!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I can rap a swear rap but its not worth it. NOT WORTH IT.

SCREW YOU OVER BEECH. F. HELL. SHIT.

FML seriously. No, wait, FYL. No, FY.

Oh shit, history's repeating itself. Aih, who cares. FML. FML. FML. FML.

No, this is not me so i shall take a breather before i @#$%$@# again! UGH!

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
F. Chill dele. chill.

EHF

Good evening.

2009-08-26T18:55:00.005+08:00

Erica sleptover last night and it was fun having her over :)
Next year during holidays dont know whtr we can do this anymore ): She'll be busy with some stuff ):
Camwhored but it wasnt nice cos we dint bother standing up to pose so.. :D
Watched two movies with her.
Talked crap with her :)
Ah! FUN :D what would i do without her.

Ive been facebooking :D OMG. the games are addictive -.- grr.
Goodbye Geo :)

You just think you do.

The F word stands for FUN.

2009-08-24T17:04:00.013+08:00

Sketch may not have been the most excellent thing ive taken part in but it definitely is one of the most memorable. :D
How bout being backstage and having to smell sweat or walking around in SCHOOL in 2 and a half inch heels, or perhaps having to wear a tight kebaya skirt and gosh darn hot kebaya top plus, the amount of tears, sweat and hard work. Amount of complains and lectures, with exams around the corner, not to forget KH paper right after the performance. Exciting? Yes, no. Maybe.
Memorable? Shit yes. The tons of laughter, smiles and fun :D all worth it although my KH paper’s practically screwed. That means, being grounded and not being allowed to join anything anymore till after PMR perhaps? But would I still do it? Totally.
Oh well, it wasn’t the easiest thing for me to do to go stand up there with syad narrating nor was it easy for the rest. But we still did it despite the last minute effort and the huge ‘its only 20 minutes away, im sorry, but ill have to cancel you guys’ from teacher. Despite that and the cd broken, we still managed to put on a not too bad show eih :)

Pictures! Cos I shall not elaborate much :)

Its like spam the way I upload pics but im too lazy to pic out which to put and which not to. Haah :D

It started when a nice vietnamese shrtless boy came to visit us. We were all shocked.

Then Slowly, one by one, they...

STRIPPED.

Then Posed.

From 'lets do candids and take nice shots' to...

Sorry sorry pose.

Goodbye my hopeless dream.

GAHHHHHH.

2009-08-21T21:20:00.004+08:00

NO MORE TRIALS! :DDD
well not until next Tuesday and the it, PMR. :O

I had fun fun fun today :)
Sketch was... errr.. ahahaha. not bad lah for a one time run through, last minute changes and nerves.
OU OU OU :D

Me is lazy to blog so, BYE BYE.

Geh, didnt mean to.

Just...

2009-08-19T21:53:00.004+08:00

Two more days till Friday :D
Till i love you beth cooper and the proposal with Sam, Ele and Ed at TGV and GSC!
Till probably lunch and dinner with them :) Lets just keep our fingers crossed that we can go!
Till the fun begins :)
WHEEEEEEEEE :D

I DONT LIKE EXAMSS BUT ONCE TOMORROW"S OVER :D MERDEKA?! For now.
Good bye. :)

Tap right left up down and make me smart :D Nyehehe.

Thankfulness, we need it.

2009-08-15T00:06:00.005+08:00

Im mean,

Just because you freaking hit me; up goes this picture.

Hahahahaah.

Its okay la, not just anyone can kiss me.

Be proud!

You twit. Now you know not to mess with me.
I just asked a simple question la deeii.
:D

So today? 3 days till trials.
Skipped school. Supposed to go but, i freaking wasnt feeling well when i woke up ):
That just means that i cant see vic anymore till she comes back ):
That just means i skipped emily's surprise sorta party during recess.
But that also means that i got to escape SPOT CHECK and BORING UTTERLY USELESS ENGLISH CLASSES.
Plus, productive quality time spent in the library with me, myself and, i.
UTTERLY BORING. But productive. :)

I somewhat somehow miss Form 1, and Std. 6. Dont you? ):
PFFSH. Form 3's still not something i like.
Sho many changes, i dont like ):
But on the bright side, after PMR, FREEDOM BAYBEH! :D
What? 2 months more? :) Yeah, of studying. Great.

You know, i realised that ive been complaining more than ive been thanking.
Not good, not good. I complain about things i can change yet i dont do it. I must be some idiot.
Think about it;
Famine, War, Destruction, Drought, Bombings, Corruptancy.
Its happening all over the world today.
Are we affected? No. Yet, we can still complain about the food we get, how mean some friends are, how irritating your parents can be, we take long showers, complain complain complain thats what we do.
Truly, we are blessed.
I think its time for us, mainly for me to start being thankful and have a more positive outlook on things for evrything happens for a reason.
I cant do much to help the world. I may be as little as a speck of dust but one thing i can do, Pray.
Prayer works miracles i believe.
For me, being thankful isnt just an 'at that moment' sorta thing when someone helps you, holds the door open for you and things that benifits just you. Being thankful's something that still is in you even when tough times or challenges come. Its a feeling of gratification not just to others but to God for everything that happens in your life. We humans i believe tend to look at the glass half empty rather then half full. Think about it, there's still that half so why complain about not having the other half? Everyday we nee to count our blessings in the midst of our trials. I need to be more thankful.

Count your blessings instead of your crosses;
Count your gains instead of your losses.
Count your joys instead of your woes;
Count your friends instead of your foes.
Count your smiles instead of your tears;
Count your courage instead of your fears.
Count your full years instead of your lean;
Count all the kind deeds instead of the mean.
Count your health instead of your wealth;
Count on Jesus instead of yourself.

Yeah, i know that probably everything that's happening to you just doesnt seem to go your way. Overcome it. Being thankful may be the last thing on our minds when things happen but well, im sure that if its the first thing on our mind when things go wrong, we'll see more to life than just complaining and complaining. Think about it, would God give you a challenge too big that he knows you cant handle? Be thankful that God actually cares.

Okay, I really dont know why i elaborated so long.
But its been a while since ive blogged this much. Maybe the aura of th library finally hit me.
Gosh, woah, thankfulness.

I really think i need more of it.

I wasnt happy but im still thankful.

This new divide;

2009-08-13T20:43:00.004+08:00

Is like a barrier.

A step of courage,
Some words of truth and a whole lot of confidence.
Hah!

I dont like exams cos i know i need to study but i just wont.
I AM A PROCRASTINATOR ):

'After PMR, i promise'

Im Proud cos;

2009-08-11T20:47:00.008+08:00

I hardcore studied for 5 hours today! :D

Managed to finish up Form 3 History the 3rd time and well, i guess i have a better understanding of it. 4th Round? I guess i need it -.-
The rest of the subjects? Fail. Probably i can finish F1 science tonight. :)

Tomorrow i plan to skip school again and finish up F1 and F2 history one shot. Possible? I think so...
I only started F3 at 2 plus so if i start tmr at 9, No problem.

I feel like a nerd and im loving it :)

Whee dele, great job. You're on your way to success.

Pffssshh. No where near.

My motivation is, a new LAPTOP. My future baby. Oh yeah.

I LOVE GOING TO tHE LIBRARY TO STUDY COS THERE'S WHERE I CAN ACTUALLY CONCENTRATE AND THE ONLY THING I CAN DO IS STUDY TO KEEP ME ENTERTAINED.

Tropicana's fun and all only if you're with friends, have your swimsuit or gym clothes. But other than that? BORING.

Goodbye. Adele is so very happy :D

I think studying's my new found best friend.

Wake me up.

2009-08-10T23:38:00.003+08:00

TO: Elena, Ed-Lynn, Sam.

Hello! :D We're skipping school tomorrow.

Lets actually study even if we're at home and not oversleep. *cough*

Im sure Sammy has stories to tell us :p NO? hahhaha.

I feel the need for a personal reminder that TRIALS WILL BE STARTING ON THE 17TH OF AUGUST. Better yet, IN EXACTLY 7 MORE DAYS.
Adele! Move your HUMUNGOUSLY GIGANGTIC BIG FAT BUTT and go freaking study more. Dont be a pushover. Be a nerd for just a few more months. After that, you can go out!
Im talking to myself. Just GREAT.

To those who will be sitting for trials, All the best.
Maybe if we're lucky, our schools will close down. :D Wait! Maybe not such a good idea..
Screw it ): Lets go study!

Study people! Study! Study study study!
I hate exams.

Berdebar-debar

Unforgettable Night.

2009-08-09T16:52:00.006+08:00

Vic's farewell @ Uncle Chilli's Bistro @ PJ Hilton on Friday! :D
Partying got way hipper and more exciting.
Filled with fun, an unforgettable night,
Under flashing lights and loud music was all it took to make it worth a friday night :D
Ill just upload a few pics here cos the rest will be up on facebook :)

Click!
http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=132207&id=650751457&l=d1ffc9a84b (@uncle Chillis)
http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=132221&id=650751457&l=33aeb8d34b (@manda's before party)

Vic, We'll all really miss you! ): Have a safe trip! :D

We LOVE YOU :D

What a night...

Life means alot if you have this;

2009-08-06T16:57:00.004+08:00

Family.

But im not allowed to post any other family pictures for privacy reasons but heres one :)
I love it deeii :D

Im not going to school tomorrow! :DD
Whee :)

TOMORROW NIGHT! :DDDDDDD
EXCITED GILA! :) Woohoo! Yeeee. I cant wait! :)

Hello world, goodbye you.

Temporary Abandonment;

2009-08-05T22:28:00.005+08:00

Yes, trials are near so why blog?
With my sucky internet, pictures take FOREVER to upload.
So dont upload pics lah? Nah, i wanna upload. I find it more... Colourful. Yeah.
Maybe ill blog this weekend.
But then again, TRIALS ARE EXACTLY NEXT WEEK when it reaches Sunday.
No one should be onlne reading my blogs anyway. Hello? Dont you have trials? Okay, not all my friends but still...

When im back ill blog about:
LOUD. *yes, inredibly delayed. Maybe i won blog but just post a few pics.
July Birthdays *just cos ive already typed it out.
I cant rmb1
I cant rmb 2

Summary bout what happened today,
Mary-Ann baked us really yummy imported chocolate cake. Now she has one chin! Clap! :)
DO-RA-E-MON fights with forks and has cool dance moves.
Ersyad has really nice smelling pants cos well, SOFLAN. Hahahahah.
Julian probably has smelly pants cos, HARDLAN. ahahahah. -.-
I found out:
What happens when 10 JAPANESE GUYS are with one girl.
That you can learn silat by opening doors, washing hands.
That Chia Fei can dance. So can the sorry crew.
I laughed alot alot alot today thanks to people.
I miss ed! ): Aiyooh.
This' basically the summary of what happened in school.

BTW, THANK YOU BRANDON FOR LUNCH AND RETURNING MY 5O BUCKS.

I somehow, somewhat feel, PISSED. At. A. Few. Things.
One of them is SCHOOL.

Im. SICK. Of. School. And. Their. Stupid. Rules.
So what if i post pictures when we're in school uniform or in the school compound?!
I mean, what dumb-ass rule is 'youll be suspended if you post pictures of you in school or in school uniform'
What? Now you gonna cane me, suspend me and throw me into Datin's room just cos im complaining that the SCHOOL RULES ABOUT RESTRICTING BLOGGING AND B*TCHING ABOUT TEACHERS IS TOTALLY AND UTTERLY STUPID. Look, we wont b*tch if the teacher is actually doing a good job. Think about it. It makes sense. Sometimes, you people put all the blame on us.
Besides, BLOGS ARE PERSONAL.
Who are YOU to suspend students. Thats THIER OPINION mind you.

Conclusion:
Stupid SCHOOL rules are made by STUPID PEOPLE.
There! I said it. Sue me. Im trembling

Goodnight.

Pfft. sorry. its my moment of lashing out cos well, i dont like DJ. Dont know why everybody's pusing to get in. Shouldve gone to kdu in form 1. But on the other hand, I made great friends in DJ. Thats the only reason why i go to school, FRIENDS. Next year, FREEDOM baybeh! :)

Im gonna put on sunglasses cos the sun burns.

Dreams

2009-07-25T22:54:00.002+08:00

Like a butterfly, Ill set you free :)

In case i fall and break apart.

2009-07-20T20:05:00.001+08:00

I like the smell of newly painted walls.
Dont ask me why, but I just do :) It feels like im shifting house.
Gosh, what people do to not smell the paint. Why? I like it :)

School was somewhat awesome today.
For a start, our science lessons are no longer cut although our assembly pulls.
Moral was fun cos we did nothing,
Seni was.. You know :D
BM, teacher came in late so :)
English, 2 whole periods but only two comprehension exercises :)
Dont worry Jul, you dint miss a thing :)

My house is in a mess.
Workers come in and out.
The walls are getting a new coat of paint.
All the books that were in ian’s room had to be put in boxes and guess what? Put in my room. 6 whole boxes full.
Imagine the dust and well, dust. EEEK! Hello sinus -.-
I have decided that until I get back my room in its original state, I shall sleep downstairs in the hall with my brother.
That literally means, night chats and well, late nights for me! Tsk.
Oh well :) we ber-bonding! :D

School tomorrow as usual, ‘Netball’ or rather, shooting a netball into the hoop inter-class competition tomorrow. I mean, what sorta netball is this? How many goals you can score in 10 minutes? Right. Brr...

I feel somewhat, empty.

It takes no time to fall in love,

2009-07-19T17:48:00.004+08:00

But it takes years to know what love is.

Put me on this ride and ill love you for life. x.

I want to get some adrenaline pumping, heart throbing action Bring me Here! ):

Today's 19th July 2009. Time does fly people!

Many times I find that we often tend to let our past affect our present, our future.
The past holds many memories, some good, some bad.
Unfortunately, sometimes the bad ones we have with certain people tend to overwhelm the good ones we had.
Like they always say, don’t let the past affect your present but let your present determine what you will be in the future.
Bitter memories, let it be of the past, let it be forgotten,
Sweet memories, let it last and never be forgotten.

What Pastor Tim spoke in church about the past today I suppose is very true and probably applies to well, everyone. Somehow, whether knowingly or not, we let our past affect us.
He asked us to let go of our past and move forward. God will make a way, truly.
When facing a problem, we get mad, upset, after some time has passed, we tend to think that we’re not affected by what happened anymore. But probably some things lead you back to the past and somehow, you realise that you have yet to really let go.
We really ought to leave our past behind.
When we do, we need to conquer our present.
In order to do so, we need to have faith, we need to think positive and we need to embrace our future.

Exactly last year, something happened and I had been very bitter bout it up till the start of this year. Forgiveness was really not in my heart at that time because it had affected me so deeply. It was like, me falling into a very deep well, not able to get out.
But upon realizing that it takes two hands to clap, I slowly realised that it was also partly my fault things went so bad.
There went probably 6 months, half a year of friendship just because of false accusations and bitterness. All for nothing, just because of one small thing, things turned out really nasty.
I realised that not everyone’s perfect. Neither am i.
So to you, im apologizing for the very last time about what happened and from now on, you wont hear me speak that one word you dislike ever again for that thing.

Ive come a long way. Ive learnt many things from the past and well, lets just say, ive let the bad ones stay there and the good ones stored in my heart.

Ive made a few decisions. And plan to not defer from it.

When two of us collide. One, two, three? Just three?! Shocking.

Decisions

2009-07-15T16:36:00.006+08:00

We make them everyday.

From the moment we wake up to the time we sleep.
Its just a matter of whether the decisions we make are right or wrong.
Whatever decision we make, let us look forward and not regret it, for regretting brings no benefits.

As for me, Ive decided. I just hope my decision's the right one.

God will make a way.

Standing on my own two feet.

2009-07-14T23:34:00.006+08:00

Jo Li’s getting old party at One Utama on the 4th.
I only got to take pics with a few of them with my phone.
So, if you wanna see more retardedness, (-.-) go to
http://www.buttyou-doink.blogspot.com/
See pei, im promoting :D
But if you have other intentions for the pictures, screw you, back off :)

Madelene Yap :D

Hannah, Maddy, Dele, Alisha

Cheer 2009 (Day2)
I arrived at the stadium with Strid, went in, had a place booked for me by Sam and Ed but the stairs was blocked, sat down there instead, screamed, stood up, screamed, looked for Chris, screamed, got irritated by two girls who danced in front of us while standing up on the chair, not to mention, theyre way taller than us, screamed, watched Dynamitez, screamed, met Vic, went toilet, went up with a quiet staircase, bought water, got lost, made a few rounds cos I didn’t know how to get back down, found a staircase, quiet, dint dare, went to another staircase, went down, found myself opposite Dynamitez supporters, watched for a while. Realised it was Sri Kdu supporters, called Andrew, met Andrew :), sat and talked with him on VIP carpet, got shoo-ed away. -.- Pissed. I walked out, he sat back at his place. Sent wrong sms to the wrong person ._. I walked around still finding the stairs, fed-up, stayed there and watched, met Geraldine, talked, after Stunners, met Andrew again, talked, walked, took pictures, went with him down the super quiet scary staircase, finally found how to get back, brought him to the dynamitez area, he sat, we talked, cheered, screamed, Strid wanted to come down, she jumped, chair broke, laughed like crazy, Bryan arrived, he came, talked, laughed, took pictures, nice pictures and I shall not say anymore. Pictures have its own story. Although youve probably seen them on facebook, watheheck right?

Woah, my post sounds tulan. -.- LOL. Heck, WTV. Im too lazy. HAhaahahah.Look at pics lah.

Chang Weng Shan and Homi Mehta.
Andrew and Adele

Drew and dele
What would i do without this retard lah.

Hahahaha. Freaky.

I personally like this.

I loveee this pic :D

Uh-oh! thats all the pics i have. Hahaha :)

Sabby’s sweet 15th :D (11th July)
Okay, my husband/wife turned 15 on Saturday!
Wheee :) now we’re the same age. LOL
Parttay at her house was awesome. Horror movie :D
Her mama’s cool :)
Someone asked, ‘aunty would you like to join us for the movie? Its 18PL (or smth like that)’
She went, ‘no, its okay, I go upstairs and ill watch 18SX show’
Sabby went, ‘EEEWWWWWW’ hahahahahah :)
From her party, I found out that Josh is a sissy :p Inside joke, so no one can call him that except moi!
When we told him we’re watching horror, he screeched. Haha :)
Too bad, I had to leave before the real fun began ): Seeing josh terrified that is :P
But still, I had a great time decorating Sabby’s room and surprising her :D

Okay, so, ive decided that ill only do birthday posts for people at the end of the month. Why? IDK. So yeah. Thats unless I have time, you are my best friend, or depends on my mood. Heh.

Sunday! Im proud :DD

A hidden treasure, worth a thousand words, unspoken of, never heard, made belief for it was our imagination. It took us far, now its gone. With unspoken words of gratitude and thanksgiving, hope was the only way we could’ve succeeded. It wasn’t a way to apologize but it just meant that anger could actually take over us. Embracing the past; for it haunts us. Sometimes.
OMG, im talking gibberish so don’t mind me :)

I think I’ve finally closed the zippo lighter. :D

As you requested;

2009-07-13T21:18:00.004+08:00

The project by Christian Palencia and Su Jane,
Watch and comment he says :D

Oh oh, ITS THE BEST SONG IVE EVER HEARD. hahahaha :)
My best friend's last performance. ):
But he'll still perform for me right right? :)
He says yeah. :DD

I say, Two thumbs up! :D

So close, i believe,

2009-07-10T22:24:00.002+08:00

Maybe i do believe in miracles. Who knows?

I still dont know what to do bout my future.
Some of you know what im facing now.
Decisions decisions, decisions... Stay? Go? Stay? Go? :/ Bleh.
Who'd know it would be THIS difficult.

Will update bout cheer 09, jo's party, Sabby's upcoming party followed by birthday posts when i have the time.
Tick tock, tick tock, the clock is ticking. A second closer to trials then PMR then...
Christmas? Heck yeah, i cant wait for christmas :D

Woah, its already July. I remember what i did last july. Gosh, time does fly.

This world is spinning,

But im still standing.

You cant break me,

Try.

Content

2009-07-02T16:59:00.002+08:00

Todays weather is unfortunately scorching hot.
It feels like im being barbecued alive.
Thank God for modern tech, the invention of air-conds!
I woke up to a nice cold room wrapped up in my blanket :)
Appreciating that i survived yet another night,
Ecstatic that i skipped school enjoying every inch of my bed.
Satisfied with my revision.
Content with most of my life.
Ahhh... Where can you find that much comfort? No where but home. Truly.
Ian's sick and well, i hope it doesnt get to me but most of all my sister.
I dont like seeing my brother suffer. I mean, if he suffers cos of me, fine but if its cos of some stupid cold that doesnt deserve to infect him, no.

Im sick of looking out my window and seeing nothing but my neighbours house..
I want to see scenery :) Ah, beautiful.

Im not a princess,

This aint a farytale.

Now its too late for you and your whitehorse,

to come around.

Satisfaction

2009-07-01T22:58:00.002+08:00

Ahhhh.
I dont know what life would be without friends.

I like the way i reminisce about things.
Sometimes i laugh but sometomes i cry.
I think pictures paint a thousand words but i think memories last longer than pictures do.

I think i should be in a corner now deciding on my future. Whether to stay where i am or make a change.
Im bored of what life is now.
The normal to-dos and the normal is doing.
Why cant life be just a little tad bit more fun?
Same old, same old is unfortunately, getting VERY BORING.
I surrender my future into your hands o God.
Just help my transission be smooth if anything happens.

As some of you know, I. Like. Thinking.

When you think nothings wrong,

Thats when something goes wrong.

Its my 100th post baby! :D

2009-07-01T14:30:00.005+08:00

Yooohhooooo :)
Its 1st July :D

Your legs. ZOMG. :)

Brandon’s 16th birthday :D
Yo, I never knew that I knew you since I was _ fill in blank. Even I cant remember but you do :)
So, dude, Happy birthday! :)
16? Ahahah :) you’re so not 16. Maybe 16 by years but not mentally right? :p You tard!
Nevertheless, you’re my best friend so, happy birthday! :D
Although im a PRO at INSULTING you, I shall have self control JUST FOR TODAY cos im too nice to spoil your day for you right right? :D
Im happy that I was FIRST to wish you yo! Although you fell asleep on my birthday :p Oops, I dint mean to remind you or did I? :D Hahahah :) What are friends for la right?
LOL.
Thanks for always being there for me, being plain dumb and retarded cos well, thats what makes me laugh :D
Thanks for basically everything lah okay! What can I say?
What are best friends for? :D
Your name, Bra. You are, Random.
Why on earth your mummy call you BrandoN?
Should be BrandoM la :) Hahahaha :) I may be gay and all but thats just why im your best friend :)
Happy birthday yo! :DD
Hospital, hospital, hospital. What an adventurous birthday?
Make sure you don’t die ah. I hope you don’t have babi flu cos if not, that will just suck.
IF you do, don’t worry, I wont eat you although I like pork.
Hahah. Im so lame.
Just get well soon! :D
Enjoy the hospital food, boredom and I hope you get a hot roommate cos youre gay so maybe you can find a partner there :p
Kidding! Get well soon! :D

and,

Alexander :)
Happy 6th Birthday! :D
Hello boy :)
I know you’d probably never read this but whatheheck, I’l still do this birthday post for you :D
First thing, I love you.
Second thing, I think you’re very smart for a six year old.
Third thing, I think you’re so handsome or should I say macho? ( I shall not say you’re cute cos I know you don’t like it)
Forth thing, I just love you and if I go on, i shall slowly lose my mind.
You made us all laugh and smile just by being yourself boy!
That smart alec attitude, that inquisitive nature, that poserish style, that adorable way you scold people,that way you twist the story justso you wont get in trouble, that stare you give when you’re angry can make us all turn that frown upside down.
Sigh, you’re the last grandchild and the youngest!
Dont grow :) Im liking you the way you are. Haha :)
Hope you have a great birthday! :)
I cant help but post pictures of you cos yeah, you’re super adorable :)
I call you just to wish you Happy birthday and you can still tell me that youre doing your homework -.-
Good that youre rajin also lah :)
Happy 6th Birthday! Maybe we’ll put some trick candles on your cake again ;) see first :)

23rd June
Ling Yi! :)
Happy belated super sweet sixteen :D
I only got to know you this year at church camp woman :)
Whatvere it is, im glad i got to know you :) youre hyperly crazy! Hahah :)
Come church kay? :)
Happy belated once again :D

24th June
Andreeaaa Prishaa :)
Happy belated birthday :D
Yo yo! Im not that close to you but well, we're classmates! Haha :)
Boom boom dynamitez?! :) You know you can do it! You go girl :D

25th June
Abelll! :D Or maybe Abel-e? LOL.
Happy belated sweet sixteen! :D
Its so cool how you just flip your b to a d and add an e to your abe tan and there you go, you get my name :) Hahah!
I got to know you where? At chin tak's house yes? Haha :)
Den i got to know you more through ____ Fill in blank. :D
Now, i dont just know you, i know your german, italian, japanese, china-man, australian friend yes? :D
Pro right? :p
Thanks for shouting my name out loud when you walk by my class cos well, i dont get weird stares from teacher :p LOL.
Haha :) Youre retarded la! Happy 16th! :D

29th June
Happy belated birthday Natasha Tay! :D
You were the really nice girl who sat next to me in form 1 along with noveeta.
Thanks for putting up with my crap :) Youre awesome! :D
Happy belated! :D

School went well today. For a start, I went for Prayer meeting in the morning and I believe that that really helped my day go smoothly :)
Skipped 4 periods cos I had to help Siva sort out stuff. Fun fun :) He’s actually a nice teacher la? LOL. Maybe I think so cos im probably in his ’good book’ but yeah, he talked to wei siang and I while we were helping him and well, he seemed nice. :)

Tomorrow’s report card day.
Im so gonna skip it.
Shucks, my results are terrible. OH well...

Bla bla,
Guys In my class are horny.
Guys in my class are lame.
Guys In my class are funny.
A guy in my class likes to Fart. Not just once a day, a few times. -.-
Ive got my buff friend there who also (was/is) my ‘boyfriend’. -.-

Girls in my class are nice.
Girls in my class love to talk.
Girls in my class rock :D

I love my Elena, Ed-Lynn and Sammy.
Them love me too.
Them make my school so nice nice.
Them is so cool :)

There is a she who loves agent 009 although the he is only 8.99
Hey! That rhymes :)
Flabbergasted

What a class and what a combination :)
If I were in any other class, you wouldn’t see me for some time.
3 Angsana, Nutorious, noisy, nosey, naughty.
Maybe yeah, we’re ‘angsas’ thats why we’re as loud as them animals.
Our results aint as fantastic as a few other classes so one of the big she says,
but look, at least we study. We’ve got ze best monitor but a sucky assistant but still..
How dare teachers complain?
We’re good.... at heart.
Its just that.... We like talking more.
Oh well.. Who cares? :)

Lets arrange a class HOLIDAY to some island after PMR! Sounds good? :)

I. Am. So. Happy. That. I. Found. My. Singapore. Friends. :D
Wheee :)
Facebook rocks!

If it kills me,

Ill bring you along.

Satisfyingly unedifying

2009-06-27T17:00:00.000+08:00

Cos its not worth my time.

As you know, I went for some international netball competiton at juara stadium about a week ago.
Pictures are worth more than words so ill let the pics do the talking. LOL.
Wait, the pics are quite retarded and there’s no story to what we did just by looking at it but oh well, ill just upload ‘em anyway.
The pictures are proof we had fun I guess? Yeah, we so did :)
Here they are, Yes, laugh all you like.

Whats hilarious is that I did badly for exams. Yeah, Very Badly. I studied Sejarah 3 weeks before in the library hiding my face in that stupid text book, eating lunch alone cos I realised I cant study with people yet I get the suckiest results in my whole life. It was more sucky then my Chinese results in Singapore. Yeah. My Chinese is better than Sejarah. Oh gosh =/ But well, I praise God for my BM, I got 81. The highest since form 2. I’m not proud of my results but hey! I did it. At least I didn’t fail it I guess... Not my best but I’ll work harder.
My lowest marks were PJ, I got 12/50 but Im well, proud of it?
The exam serves no purpose in my life cos frankly, how can you study Pendidikan Jasmani? Look, pj’s suppose to be bout physical activities and all. Instead, our results depend on paper work. Quite stupid and utterly pathetic. What I wrote:

Mencium teman lelaki, HAahahah. Note: I did that for FUN cos i had too much time. What teman lelaki? ahah :)

Basically, I got,
6As
1B
2Cs.

The worse results yet.

For my A, yes yes, I hope I keep it up.
For my B, OMG, I should cut down on my careless mistakes.
For my C, I must study harder.

Oh God, only you can make that C an A, help me help myself.

Michael Jackson,
Though your death did not affect my life,
I was still shocked to hear the news of your passing.
You’ve played a big role in this world.
Many people will miss you.
Rest in peace.

Megan Fox guy or girl?!

Im confused.

I read online,
However, today she has cleared the air and officially reported: she’s really a man.
Megan Fox was born Mitchell Reed Fox in Rockwood, Tennessee. From an early age, Mitchell showed an interest in both performing and women’s clothing. When having a preacher lay hands on him did not ‘cure’ him of these interests, his parents simply put him on the pageant circuit.
By the age of 13, Mitchell had already started a career as a female child performer called ‘Megan Fox’. Making her debut on an Olsen Twins straight-to-video release, the twins have kept his secret all this time.
As a sweet 16 present, Fox’s parents offered him sexual reassignment surgery, which, given their child’s career, they’d hoped to write off as a business expense. Unfortunately laws prohibit such surgery to be done to minors.

Mind open.
Heart close.

Reality check

2009-06-24T21:47:00.003+08:00

Pmr's in 16 weeks.
To think, 3 months plus, heck yeah its long but when you say 16 weeks, gosh.
IM DEAD.

I've been going for some international netball compettition and the most recent one,
Hong Kong vs. Malaysia
The cheering was fun cos SM Assunta was cheering for HongK but we were cheering for M'sia.
When Malaysia put in a goal,
They'd cheer, 'Its okay, its alright, come on hong kong lets fight fight fight!' (or smth like that)
Then we'd reply, 'yes malaysia, fight fight fight'
Then they'd keep cheering the same cheer then we'd keep on (sorta) mocking them. Haha :)
But what can i say, theyre malaysians so obviously they side malaysia kan? Whee :)
After that, camwhored like crazy. Took pics with malaysia's netball team.
Oh gosh, i feel so semagat-ed to play netball now! :DD

Pics soon to be posted up.
I so must find my camera charger! Sorry you guys have got to wait. :)
Im off! :D

Oh ya, oh ya, I STUDIED SEJARAH! :D

Hahah. See if i care.

If it kills me,

2009-06-21T16:48:00.004+08:00

Ill see you in heaven.

Anyways,

Iman Najwa! :P Happy 15th birthday yo! :D
You my durian girl. Nyeheheheh :)
Hope you have an excellent 15th birthday with lots lots lots of durian! :D
Sorry i cant be at the international netball competitin with you now cos my mama wont let ):
Hope youll have fun and that people brought durian for you! :D heheh :)
Continue to always be awesome cos you know you are dear :)
xoxo. Ill remember you for you durian-craze and your hairstyles! :) I like curly curly :)

I.
Made.
Facebook.

Yeah, terpaksa thanks to mum's friend's daughter from US, Alanna Ng! :D
Hee :)
But, i guess it was time for me to make one too lah. LOL.
Goodbye. Imma find out more bout facebook. haahahahah.

Hello, tell me you know,

Yeah you figured me out,

Something gave it away.

Open up my eyes,

2009-06-20T19:10:00.000+08:00

I want to see again.

Firstly, (18th June)
Happy belated birthday Geraldine! :)
15 years of my life ive known you.
15 years of crap ive given you.
15 years of nonsense youve given me.
15 years of secrets we've spilled.
15 years of church activities, what not.
Yet, im still not sick of you ;)
Hahaah. Hope you had a great birthday, sweet 16 like they say.
Im sure you did cos of *starbucks. Hahah :D
Sayang you!
Once again, Happy sweet sixteen! :D
You're my bum bum, she's my lum lum and im your --- --- (fill in blank) Haha!

Anayway,
What ive been doing these past few days,
Sleeping
Sleeping
Sleeping.

Okay, Monday.
Woke up not feeling very well but still mummy forced me to go to school probably thinking i was making up an excuse not to go to school. Okay, totally understandable for her to think that way. That's basically me. I'd do anything to skip school. I hate it. but i love going too cos of friends. Back to monday. So i was sneezing like a mad person the whole day and couldnt take it anymore so i went home after recess. Good, at least i managed to see my friends and at the same time, skip english. Urgggh, i still dislike that biotch. ): Never liked her.

Tuesday, skipped school. My memory bout unimportant things isnt that good so yeah, cant remember what i did at home ;)

Wed,
Saringan at Kelana Jaya Stadium.
Fun, fun, fun! :D
I made it to the finals for 100m. But still, my timing wasnt good.
Long jump, whathefush?! Do i have to talk bout it.
Firstly, 4m. No way i can jump that far. I have not jumped once this year. Note, not once. So okay lah, try my luck.
First jump, before the line. the sand already had footprints so my legs landed on the 'sandbank' already made.
Second, slightly before the line but thanks to the footprints, i landed on my ass.
Third, they made the sand even but thanks to nervousness, i jumped and touched the line but go knows why i fell back. -.- So, dint pass the qualifying line, means, no more jumping. Fine, go see Manda jump high jump :D
Only two people took part in high jump. I shouldve taken that instead. But oh well, too late. Watched Manda jump with her chun 'hand-first' jump. Bagged her gold :D Im proud of that lady! :D Yeah.
So, after that, manda and I with a few of the guys went to the long jump pit. Guys are posers and like their pics taken! Hahah :)
So watched the guys jump and see how they train for Long jump. Took pics of them 'flying'.
Watching Julian jump long jump and 'lompat kijang' was, OMG. Yah. Pictures below says it all.
Bla bla, then i tried to jump. I think i passed the 4m line and no, i did not fall back. Pissed me like crap. :/
But oh well... So went home, bathed then went to Sam's house to make banners for some international netball competition. K.O. by 10pm.
Claim your pictures! :D

Julian
Liang

Liang

Julian

Ersyad, Dang

Wingk

Manda

Julian

Ersyad

Dang

Chia Fei

Liang

Manda

Eric, Cs

Thursday
OMG lah, Strid, i miss you! -.- Swine flu infested. Thank you very much. ):
But Oh well.. went Stadium for sports day. :D Ngam ngam when we reached, it started pouring cat and dogs. track was wet and i had no spikes. So smart. LOL.
Watched perbarisan, camwhored, then moved to the opposite side of the stadium.
4x100m participants were called so we went.
OMG. I was a nerve wreck. ): Bla bla, ran then we got 2nd! :D
Talk talk with rica and manda, then 100m finalists were called. OMG lah.
I hate the gun sound. I ran and got 3rd :D good enough lah i guess.
Waited for rica and Ian to run 4x400 and handed them drinks.
While waiting, talked to Manda, Shaz, Rowan and Wen Hui.
They are crappy people :D Made me laugh.
Watched Rica run, She finished the race! :D told you you can babe! :D
Ian's skin tore cos he did not wear shoes. So smart.
Then when St. Johns went to his aid, they apparently poured iodine and warm water on his wound.
He screamed like a girl -.- Who knew i had a sissy for a bro? XD Kidding lah ;) It must have hurt hell lot for him to scream like that. I laughed like crazy! What? It was funny. Went behind him den he lied on my leg, squeezed my hand when they washed it and screamed so i shut his mouth. OMG. Damn sweaty la okay but oh well, im his big sister. Hahaah! Im so nice XD Cheh.
What bummed me most was some teacher. The runners for 4x400m had lactic acid build up but no, the stupid teacher wouldnt listen. PBSM teacher konon. I helped them stand up cos 90% of them collapsed after the race due to that. When they got up, they felt much better. So Rica, manda and i told emily that and Emi willingly tried to stand up. I kena scolding by that stupid teacher. She said, " kalau dia tak nak bangun, jangan paksa lah!"
I shouted back, "dia yang kata nak bangun lah! you tak percaya? Tanya dia lah!" She kept quiet. Hah! Padan muka. Scold me for no reason. -.-
So yala, sports day ended.
Manda followed me home, Rica came shortly after. Talked talked talked.
Then left for tuition. OMG. Sleepy. Slept by10 again.
Pictures!

Friday,
Woke up at 6.15 then left house to renew my passport only to be greeted with "selamat pagi tuan-tuan dan puan-puan. Maaf, sistem membuat pasport sedang mengalami gangguan teknikal. tuan-tuan dan puan-puan boleh pergi ke cawangan pembuatan pasport kami di..... (bla bla)" We were like -.- crap. So we decided to wait then thank god the machine operated again. Made passport, bla. While waiting, went to Sri KL to look around and register myself to sit for the entrance exam. Collected passport then went home, changed, went to school.
We left school for the 7th Asian Netball Competition held at Stadium Juara at Bukit Kiara. OMG. We got such a nice bus! :D Educational tour bus. Not any ordinary "Bas Sekolah" :D Reached, got our supporter shirts then went in :D
We were lucky cos we got to support Malaysia. Other schools who went, supported other countrys and got different shirts. Saw few people there. haha :)
Watched Malaysia's match against India! Malaysia rocked crazy! :DD We won 78-15! :D
After that, headed back to school then went back home.
I fell asleep at 8 plus. I was tired.

Today,
I went for my entrance exam in Sri KL. THANK GOD JEN WEI SAT FOR THE TEST WITH ME orelse i'd be freaking lonely.
English was okay... It was all subjective tough but i find that its more constructive to do it that way cos language should be more on opinion not constricted to objective. Besides, objective's always a piece of cake.
The paper was mainly about asking phrases and asking whether we understand it so we had to define the sentence. The essay part was, 'write a short story entitled, "the hidden treasure".' that was it. It was a free topic with not boundaries. We could write about anything we wanted. :D
Maths was much easier than a school paper except a few questions we have not learnt but yet again, not enough time ): I screwed up with algebra cos i panicked due to the fact i had only 10 minutes left. ):
Lets not talk bout it.
Came back, slept. Didnt go for youth today cos im way exhausted and im still not feeling that top.
Couldnt go for a campfire at Samad cos mum didnt allow :/ sigh... but oh well.
Thats it.

Crap, my post is sooo long. But, WTV lah :)

It takes some cold to know the sun,
It takes the one, to know the other.

One, Two, Three.

2009-06-14T18:37:00.005+08:00

My holidays went well so far. Not very productive but more productive then I expected :)
I managed to study. Yes, STUDY.
School’s starting tomorrow and sheesh, its bumming that it has to start again.
As you all know, im not a fan of school so yeah. Screw it. As a student, im obliged to go to school so yeah. Its rather pathetic. But well, better suffer first? Idk.

So, these past few days have been really tiring indeed.
I went to church to help put for Vactaion Bible School and it was really fun :DD
Im glad that the ‘anak’ I took care of finally spoke out and participated during Praise and worship on the last day :D It was shocking to suddenly have her asking me to hold her bag of goodies so she could do the actions. Oh jolly :)
So, update on VBS when I get the pictures.

Today, I went to OU for some Estee Lauder Makeover and photoshoot thingy :)
Mum bought some 380 bucks voucher for a RM50 makeover and photoshoot and the balance from the voucher could be used for any EL product so, mum got some poduct, perfectionist that he’s been eyeing and decided to let me go for the photoshoot again :D How nice :)
It was well, really fun and exciting :D LOL. Met Zoe there.
When the guy made me pose, I was totally kaku so yala. It was really funny. About 15 shots were taken and I could choose one to print. If I wanted the rest on a cd, I would have to pay RM100. Insane? Yeah. So I got two A4 size photos. :D Same one lah. Comparing it to my eleven year oId one, its similarly different. Dont know how to explain. Aiyooh, lazy to type anything anymore la. Pictures.

OH, the pic below I took is taken from a pic so its not sharp. LOL.

Yeah, while waiting for mum to buy a product I camwhored in the changing room. Haha :)

Spot The Difference.

I was eleven and now im fifteen. Yeah, HUGE DIFFERENCE.

I waanna run, with fire.

Obey, obey-o!

2009-06-13T18:42:00.002+08:00

Obey, obey-o! Obey, obey-o! Obey, obey-o-bey the Lord! :D
Day 2, OVER. Im so tired. Knocked out by 10 plus last night. Got up at 6.15 today.
It was fun playing with the kiddos indeed :) Ask me to play with kids, jaga them, talk to them, carry them, feed them, anytime.
Gosh, I love children :D
Going for dinner now and after that, im sure ill K.O.
Bye bye :)

I wont hesitate no more, no more.

In my life,

2009-06-12T20:06:00.003+08:00

Never have i imagined i'd be this tired from helping out in church. Oh VBS, you drain my energy. Nevertheless, i had fun :)
Goodbye.

Cos i cant feel anything.

Thats what you get.

2009-06-11T13:56:00.006+08:00

Who'd be so lifeless to blog thrice in a day. Actually, twice but watheheck, Bryan's post was still considered. Im honestly rotting at home. I dont like this. I wanna go to school yet i dont.I want to travel the world >:( Maybe NewZ or Korea end year? :D just pray no swine flu lah. Bleh.
The past few nights have been weird. Ive had weird dreams, whether it was good/bad, it was weird. If you ask me nicely, maybe i shall tell you :p Maybe not.

I love my friends but sometimes i like being alone. Yeah, maybe i do. But still, you can say im an attention seeker but well, ive always been like that. But still, i love my friends. Only God knows what im rambling about. I dont even know myself. I miss some people. Not gonna botheer mentioning. you know yourselves lah. Blah. I wana get out of this house and go SHOPPING. Yeah, ive got this huge itch to spend, spend, spend -.- I want new shoes, bags, clothes. Materialistic? No, im not, i just... Idk lah. I Like things :)

Tomorrow, hopefully my boredom will be put to an end. Going to church to help the kiddo's for Vacation Bible School. It'll be fun. I hope. I hope that Ill actually be of help and not a nuisance. I hope that the kids there will look up to me and see me as a good example. I pray that the kids lives will be changed. Oh God, only you can work miracles :) This VBS will be good for me cos ive been sleeping really late and well, waking up late too. Ive gotta be in church at 7.30 so that means, i have to leave home at 7, therefore wake up at 6 to bathe and get ready. Good lah. :) Itll be good training :)

I wana go curve with Brian, Bryan, Kok, Strid on Sunday but cannot lah ): Church, then ou for some makeover thingy. Tiring.

Ive got tons of homework piled up since the week before exams. Oh gosh, if i dont do it, i wont get book marks. But yet, thanks to laziness, i feel like im willing to forgo those marks. Yes, this is what laziness does to you. It rots you slowly. Contemplating still whether to do it or not. :/

To You
Yeah, maybe im just annoyed with you that every little thing you do/say ticks me off. I dont know where this feeling came from, i never meant to do anything that will cause you to say those things. It was just that he was closer to us thats all right? I dont know why you bother. Why cant we all be close without that feeling of jealousy or anything that encamps our emotions till it affects not only our friendship but those around us who are innocent. Yeah, maybe it was your thing but we didnt mean to take him away from you. It just happened you know. I know, you care so much bout me that you'd help me understand my mistakes. Honestly, i hate it when you correct me who likes it? But its nevertheless for my own good and trully, ive learnt from my mistakes already. I love you lah and i hope it will get sorted out. Quick.

To You
You're amazing you know that? Lets start from the very beginning. Lets take a breather before we dive right in again. Breathe. We are friends and i do like to pass the day with you in serious and inconsequentional chatter. I wouldnt mind washing up beside you, dusting beside you, reading the back half of the newspaper while you read the front. We are friends and i would miss you, do miss you and think of you very often. This is the truth for i know friendship goes a long way. Its just a matter on whether i bother to preserve our friendship.
Explain to me this saying, 'one kiss breaches the distance between friendship and love' Cant you have a friendly kiss or is this not possible in this time of ours? Well, thats why youre my best friend and i love you. They say, true friendship comes when the silence between two people is comfortable. Im glad im comfortable.

To You
Silly things happen at silly times, it doesnt hurt to let go you know. I do love you but as a friend. I dont want you to misunderstand some things i portray or anything i do as a sign that it may work out. I just may not you know. We shall go with the flow and see where the stream takes us. Through you ive learnt alot. But well, im sorry to have let you down. I never meant to hurt you but well, i guess what happened happened. Its not easy to tell you how i feel now knowing that how i feel will someway affect you. I hope things will sort out. Not magically but logically. You mean alot to me. I hope you understand.

I freaking love my friends. Its not by choice i do, it just cant be controlled :)

I love this quote " Friends are like bras, theyre close to your heart and there for support " :D Oh snaps, this means i have many boobies cos ive got many friends so i need many bras. Haaha. lame. But i find this saying so the true :p
To all the people at the side there, you have no idea how much i freaking miss you.

I told myself, NO PERSONAL POSTS. But well, this blog's kinda getting personal =/ Who careslah.
Please dont ask me anything bout this post.
Its just me and my silly rants and thoughts. Im just scribbling my heart out and frankly, i dont like to be asked. So please respect my decision :) LOL
Retiring to tak a nap now. Ta. :)

Sometimes you put walls,

Not to shut people out of your life,

but to see whether they care enough to break them down.

Guilty of doing both.

I Miss

2009-06-11T10:04:00.004+08:00

My Singapore friends ):

Where on earth's core are you Stephanie Chan?!

I havent seen you in 1,2, 3...

Since i was 7 and when i left Singapore.

Oh gosh, i miss you!

I miss all the people in class P1.2 ):

I miss miss miss Singapore. The School, the culture, the food, the shopping, the airport, the zoo, the birdpark, east-coast park, MGS, St. James kindy, Katong laksa damn it and the fact that although S'pore's so tiny compared to M'sia, its doing far better. Yes. Indeed, i miss everything about Singapore. LOL. Maybe moving to Singapore again's not such a bad idea? Its the closest to home. But yet again, I leave it to God. Im happy where I am :) Haha.

Malaysia's nice but sometimes that bit of overseas just completes your world.

Ecstaticly exaggerated

OH NO,HE DIDNT!

2009-06-11T09:31:00.001+08:00

Im just posting this for Bryan Homi Mehta cos im clearing out my drafts and i think he's done with this. Idk why he dint post it. LOL :)

OH CRAPPPP! NEW BAND: NOUS NON PLUS!!!!!!! it's french though but i got the english lyrics WHEEE!! i know, me listening to music i dont understand is damn pretentious but yeah the tune is awesome and the lyrics are cool(really fun if u try to sing the lyrics and pronouncing the french words with a malaysian accent sounds sooo retarded)

Hello darling, let me explain to you
If I decide that I fancy you
I’ll go right for it, no hesitation
I tell you just how it’s done
I have more than one trick in my bag
I’m always ready for the action
If you’re not careful, watch your back
Your heart will not remain intact

I am the atomic girl
Watch out when I come around
I am the atomic girl
Beware guys: panic!
Je suis la reine de la dynamite
C’est toi qu’je veux et tout de suite
Je lance la plus grande poursuite
Pour te faire exploser la…
I am the queen of the dynamite
It’s you I want and right away
I’ll launch the grandest pursuit
To make your … explode

All the water in the world won’t help
One day they’re find us
In such a state, brunt to a crisp
I’ll have loved you more than me

I am the atomic girl
Watch out when I come around
I am the atomic girl
Beware guys: panic!
If you mistreat me I go ballistic

and like the part they go "beware guys:panic!" in frnech it's ATTENTION LE MECS: PANIQUE! but like she pronounces it like attentshyuin but i sound super gay when i say it GAH.. i cant post any pics cause they're all kinda raunchy and kinky soooo here's a pic of me

Dont kill me for the top pics Bryan. LOL. Got it off the internet XD LOL. But look, ive put a pic that looks kinda how you look like now also kay! Unfortunately, i cant find any solo pic of you so terpaksa take the one of you with that guy :) LOL.

OMG! YOU LOOKED SOOO ADORABLE DUDE :D

Adele: B! I like the line " if i decide that I fancy you, ill go right for it, no hesitation." :D Well, you did go for 'her' no ? :p LOL.

Helllooo :)

2009-06-10T11:31:00.007+08:00

No pics cos i dint take any-.-Too rush.
Josh took pics but it was all so retarded cos Chris dint wana pose. Whoops, not dint wana pose, he was posing heck lot (sorta) but dint wana smile. Thanks lot dude -.- Haah :) But Josh had realoly nice candid shots of the rest :D How nice :)
Okay, it started like this.
Woke up at 6+ at first cos my aircond was too cold so replied erica's text which i fell asleep on the night before. She was awake too :) Went back to sleep. Obviously.
Woke up at 7.30 to take a nicee longg shower. :D Amazingly, for the first time i dint rush :)
Bla bla, change, Rica woke up late so she couldnt wash her hair. She came, went Manda's house. Yeah :)
Then talked, changed. At 10, woke Mr. Palencia up but he dint answer either one of his phones so terpaksa call his house. His kakak sounded angry cos i made her wake him up :/ but right after, i called him and he finally picked up :)
Changed, blew manda's hair. Left for ou :)
Reached. Waited for Chris, Sabby, Iman, all... Erica was hungry so when i met Chris, ricamanda ditched me cos i couldnt join them, movie was starting :) Dint really pay attention to AnD cos i was sleepy. Asked C but he dint either cos he fell asleep awhile -.- But overall, AnD was good :D
After movie, lunch at The Garden or smth like that. Food was OKAY. Not as nice as the night before, but the waitress was nice so Chris made me give 5 cents to tips. It was like an insult. LOL. But oh well :) Josh took candids with his pro camera. Too bad he isnt pro :p KIDDING. Got 20% discount voucher for vior gallery but it was only valid for normal price items and almost everything was on discount so voucher was redundant. Normal price items were, expensive.
Shopped for Jyn's present. Everyone had so many ideas so... tak jadi buy -.-
But we still bought smth XD Weng, Chris and I shared for Socks for Jyn to put his phones in. HAAHAHA! :D
Met Bryan, Kok Wei, Ken. Chris and I hung with them for awhile, Ken had to go back so Chris, Bry, Kok and I hung :) Finally got home. Sorry dad!
Thanks, Sabby, Iman, Esther, Sam, Rica, Manda, Siew Ho, Josh, Weng, Bryan, Kok Wei, Ken and Christian for making my day! :D

Edit:

I realise, the pics i have with Chris, im either pointing and hes looking at me or im closing my face or vice versa -.- Weng, Hunchback! :p

I always look retarded. My eyes like Yuke! LOL :)
Chris, I dont have a pic i like with you. Neither do i with everyone there except ricamanda. Brr.. Next time must take lah! :D

Movies ive watched so far:
17 again was good. Better than expected.
Hannah Montana, Better than expected too :)
Monsters vs aliens, Funny. Quite nice.
Night at the museum 2 was okay only lah. Pefer the 1st.
AnD was good, thrilling, scary but well, dint pay much attention to it cos i was sleepy.
My best friend's girl, haah. It was okay.
Marley and me, toching. I cried.
Aiyooh, ive watched alot lah! Cant rmb the title so im lazy -.-

You know who you are...
I dint say anyth oso. I mean, woman, Someone told me some things youve said.
You know who, Im quite sure. Text me or smth if you really dont know. I think you're okay so... Yeah.
Gosh, i hardly know you so yala. Aiyooh. LOL.
Oh wells, just to clarify, I DO NOT DISLIKE YOU. :)
And, there are rumours? IDK what youve heard but you do know that many of my friends somehow know you right? Most of them know your ex too so its a small world therefore idk when/what/who the 'rumours' youve claim to have heard from 'i think i know who' may not be true. So yala :) Take care. :D

Its your lost. No, its mine. No, its ours :)

Just cos boredom kills ):

2009-06-08T12:24:00.009+08:00

When they say get down, just get down.

4th June

Happy belated Birthday Mr. Tan! :D

Meet Mr Tan Choon Hock.
He’s my father.
He’s very strict. Oh yes. Yo don’t wana mess with him.
He’s very vain. “eh adele, come pull my white hair” almost everyday. -.-
He’s very sarcastic.
He’s very smart.
He’s going through this mid-age-crisis. He really wants to buy a sports car.
He likes to scare people :/ brr...
He acts dumb at times.
He loves looking and buying houses. :D
He owns alot of watches. Apparently for ‘investment’ -.- daddy, you cant con me. XD Excuses he tells my mama :D
He spoils us ESPECIALLY WHEN MUM’S NOT AROUD.
He likes buying e things. Right? :D
He has a lying face so I can tell when he’s bluffing :p
He wants to get buff so he’s on some special diet. :DD
I can go on but well, borrom line is, he’s my daddy and I lovee him. :D

Dearest Daddy,
Happy belated birthday! :D
I love you so much you tau!
They say, daddy’s little girl. I say, Daddy’s big girl now.
You don’t know how much you mean to me.
Yes, we do fight and sometimes we don’t get along but well, its part and parcel of being father and daughter right?
I hope that ill get to celebrate many more birthdays with you! :D
Haha. :)

and,

Happy Belated Birthday Zhou Han! :D

Dont really know you that that well but oh wells, i know you lah! :)

Hope you had a great birthday! :)

and,

Happy Belated Birthday Andrew Chan! :D
Haha :) Hope you had a great one! :)
Eh, please lah, my name's spelt adele XD Dont forget lah! :p

and,

Happy Belated Birthday Alex Choo! :D
Larissa so cute lah :)
Haha. Hope you had an awesome birthday! :D

6th June

Happy Belated Birthday Wei Bin! :)
Of course i remembered lah :) LOL.
Hope you had an awesome one :)

Do you notice that when people tell others theyre going for camp, how the person he/she tells reacts very excited at first and wants to know more details until the word church is slot in before camp, the level of their excitement drops and ends with just a pathetic ‘oh’. Well, yes, camp is about God and no, its not boring.
Its just how you interpret church camps to be :) I had lotsa fun :DDDD

I just felt like posting these up for the fun of it cos the photos are soooo pretty :)
I like. Hahah :)
Credits to David.
He’s an AWESOME Photographer man! :D

Camp was so worth the butt-aching journey in a cramped car. :D
Pictures paint a thousand words.

I worked out during camp! XD
Our Awesome photographer :)

I cant wait for tomorrow! :D
Ou outing! I likey ;)
Movie, Lunch. Ahhh :)
Great fun :)

Oi! Ass-Tweet!

You have a good time at wherever you are!

Whether Phillipines or Perth or whichever P place youre going to,

Sure got hot guys. Not fair. But oh well, Have fun! :D

Goodbye

Fly me to the moon ;)

Me is looky like cute cute animals.

2009-06-07T16:48:00.004+08:00

Yes, I chopped my fringe!

Apparently, i look like these. Why not? theyre cute animals lah! :DD If you dont understand, Read my Cbox and be entertained.

To my beloved and loved ELEPHUNK,
My BM sucks but I score A for it. Yes, Thank you :P Whee :)
I look like a pig and a goat. Good lah :) I can be famous :D Yay! :D Cross breed.
Now you say my names adele the dino? Adele the hippo?
Hahah. Im hip and I happen to have a best friend named dine.
Oh yeah, and do you know that women tend to hold on to the past and memories better than guys cos of some part of their brain called the HIPPOcampus. Betcha don’t know eih? :p
So Adele the hippo, hmm... you forgot campus I guess?
You cant have the best of both worlds. :p
Your pubes are nicer than my face, Woohoo! Lucky for your future spouse.
I think youre awesome.
And I want to remind you that God will still love you no matter what. :)
Oh ya,
I wont be replying you so you can continue on with your spams cos its a source of entertainment to me. And probably my friends you know...
Or maybe I wil... see lah XD
If you do want to keep spamming, I think I shall make a Cbox ESPECIALLY for you. Would you like that? :DD Im Soooooo serious, I would you know. Just tell me lah :)
And for the last time, im telling you, im not at all affected by your comments cos im looking at the bright side of it. What bright side you ask? Well, the fact that ive made a new enemy who one day may just be my friend. Even if youre not, im glad that ive got a new friend cos I treat you as one.
And im being positive cos a friend once said im positive so ill live up to that standard :D
If you need help, Ill be here, Im just a spam away :DD ahahaahh!
And if your life feels like its stuck in a box, theres always a way out, God.
He’ll help you through it all :)
And if youre a shy person, God can help!
And if you hate me, So be it :D
Im done.

LOVE ME OR HATE ME, GOD STILL LOVES YOU.
Dele.

Wooh, im finally done :D
To my friends who stuck up for me, Thank you.
Oops, i mean, to my FRIEND who stuck up for me cos apparently elephunk says ive only got one friend. Boohoohoo ):
But well, THANK YOU :)

Baby just say yes ;)

Kalau macam ini, bagaimana pula?

2009-06-03T17:10:00.002+08:00

Apa akan terjadi jika Adele potong rambut depan sampai pendek pendek?
Adakah dia akan kesal ataupun adakah dia akan nampak macam orang Jepun?
Saya pun tak tau dan belum lagi sampai keputusan terakhir.
Mari kita nanti sama ada dia ada potong ataupun tidak. Potong, pasti tapi confirm bukan pendek semua. Tapi rambut depan, tak tahu pula. Gila lah.
Adele mungkin nampak macam orang 'ah po'.
Atau orang sakai.
Atau... tak nak tahu!
Apasai lah. Kepala aku pusing pusing. Tak tau apa nak buat.
Ku pernah potong depan tapi tak sangat pendek. Macam kat bawah tapi jika lebih pendek? hahaha.

We'll just wait and see.

At the salloon, ill die. Wish me luck, blow me a kiss

Hoh hoh hoh, me cant waity for the fun during hols to start!